Life, Love and Gangs. {Book 1} *In Editing*

Tattoos And Memories

I was in darkness, nothingness, I look around trying to see something, anything. I start to something come into my vision, I could see light, lots of it.

I open my eyes to see I was in a white room, I go into a panic. I couldn't move my body, it was too heavy. I moan in pain, I hear a voice from beside me.

"Cinder?" I hear a thick accent say, it was Niall. I wanted to sit up but I couldn't, I couldn't even see him. I feel tears running down my face, I start to panic again, I found myself trying to scream, no words came out. What's happened to me?

"Cinder! Thank god you're okay! I was scared you wouldn't remember me." He says, what is he talking about? Of course I'd remember him. I tried to speak but no words came out, I start to panic, what's happened to me?

"Calm down, babe. Calm down, you don't have any voice. When you where lying here you kept screaming, the doctors gave you some shot to shut you up." He giggles kissing me on the nose, I felt my body warm at his touch.

"You're voice should be back soon he said, also the reason you can't move, as you can probably tell and smell, they put muscle relaxant on you because you where thrashing about and hurting yourself." He says pressing his forehead to mine and smiling, I felt his lips touch mine.

"Okay, that's enough you two." Another familiar voice says.

"Hey buddy, how's Lottie?" Niall asks looking at the person who has just entered the room, I watch them come closer to the bed, it was Liam.

"She's okay, Louis is in there with her. She will have to be in here for a few days but that's all, also when they where taking her blood samples and things.. They found something, something that non of us knew about.. She's pregnant." Liam says scratching the back of his neck.

"Shit... We're going to be uncles? Lottie's pregnant?! How?!" Niall says in a fluster.

"She obviously had sex Niall.. Are you that fucking stupid?" He says playfully hitting him over the back of the head, I felt a giggle escape my mouth.

"Cinder, did you just giggle?" Niall asks walking over, I start to try and speak, I felt it coming back.

"I knew Lottie was pregnant." I say softly, I watch as Liam and Niall stare at me, there jaws drop at my words.

"How? Who was it that got her pregnant?" Liam asked, I look down as I think whether to tell them. I open my mouth and speak.

"Pyro.. The same night that we all got drunk, all of us got drunk.." I say, my voice getting better and better.

"Wow, this is awkward.. Sorta." Niall says, I look over at Liam and smile a little.

"When can I leave here? I want to see Lottie and Pyro." I say sitting up slightly.

"They said you should be allowed out this afternoon, Lottie wont be getting out for another few days and the same for Pyro.." Niall trails off, I look at him confused.

"What do you mean Pyro is in here? What happened to him?" I say starting to panic again.

"Calm down, he's okay. It's just.. He knocked himself out.. Blood loss." Niall says pressing his forehead against mine again. I think about Pyro, sitting in here. I felt tears roll down my face again.

"I want to see Pyro." I say before Niall kisses me and calms me down.

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I'm out of the hospital and in Niall's home, I want to visit Lottie and Pyro but I can't at the moment. I'm trying my hardest to wait till they are out, another day away.