Niall's POV***
I've had 2 ciggerets and Ed still isn't here, I couldn't help but message Cinder. I had to apologise for my out burst at her, I didn't mean to, it was all in the heat of the moment.
I pick up my phone and start texting her, I didn't know what to say.. My thumbs did a little dance while I tried to figure out what I wanted to say.
Cinder, I'm sorry for yelling at you and punching Harry. I can't control who you love, I guess that I'm not the one for you.. I love you so so much, I never wanted to loose you.. looks like I did.. and to Harry. I'm sorry if I have gotten between you and Harry in anyway, I'm dearly sorry. - N
I couldn't help but start to cry, I sent the text and threw my phone and the ground. I stared at the floor thinking about Cinder and all the fantastic times we've had together, I felt the tears stream down my face, anger flooding my body.
I stood and faced the wall, I channeled all my anger into my fist. I lifted my hand and smashed the wall, the pain in my hand only hurt for a moment before I realised that I felt much better. I removed my fist from the wall to see I've left a hole, a big hole.
"Niall, are you okay?" Ed's voice say, I felt his hand go on my shoulder.
"I'm okay now... I think?" I question myself, am I okay?
"You're not, you're still worried about Cinder and Harry being together." Ed says sitting on my bed.
I look at the door to see Harry leaning against the doorframe, blood still dripping from his split lip.
"It wasn't Cinders fault.. It was me." I walk to Harry, rage in every inch of my body.
"No shit!" I hissed. "Yet you still managed to make out with her and she didn't resist."
"Yeah! Even when she was dating you, I know her better then you. Much better." I couldn't take it anymore, I punch him again and again. I knocked him to the ground and continued to punch him, i screamed at him and cursed as Ed tried to pull me off him.
"NIALL! GET THE FUCK OFF HIM!" I heard a girl yell, I look up to see Ellie. She looked so different, her hair was Ginger and curly. She looked beautiful... Snap out of it Niall!
"Ellie.." We all say, she crossed her arms and tapped her foot in anger.
"What the fuck do you think you are doing?" She says looking directly at Ed and I.
"Um.. I um.." I say standing up straight.
"You're still fit, you look hot as well. You single?" I look at her in discussed.
"No, I have a girlfriend." I say death staring her.
"Who? That girl I passed while walking towards your building? The one that was covered in mascara, tears and blood?" blood.. What did she mean blood?
"What? You couldn't have seen her.. that couldn't have been her.. it couldn't have.."
"Oh yes. It was her, the only way you'll be able to get her back is making her jealous." She says laying her hands on my chest and coming closer to me, I wanted to hit her so bad. She almost cost me a friendship, I don't want her ruining anything else.
"Get off him." Ed says ripping her off me, I watch as she turns to him and starts to flirts with him.
"Ellie, I thought you where my girlfriend?" Harry says upset, I watch her turn to face him and walk over with a fake sad face on.
"Awe, Harry baby, you should know by now.. I'm just as big a player as you." She says giving him a kiss and walking towards the kitchen.
I walked over to her and whispered in her ear. "If you can help me get Cinder back I'll do anything you want me to do.." I whisper as quietly as I can.
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