Life, Love and Gangs. {Book 1} *In Editing*

Erin Boy

We got back from the park, it was so fun. Lou and Harry ran to the playground and everything became more fun after that.

It's about 5ish now, I have to be at the club by 8. I decided to leave now and get ready, Niall drove me home. The car ride was loud, music blaring from the stereo.

We got to my house and he walk me up to my house.

"Thanks for this weekend, thanks for everything." I say giving him a hug, I hear the rumble of thunder and it started to rain. I was standing on our porch and watching Niall walk through the rain to his car, I look at him as he walks, I then remembered something I've always wanted to do with him.

I chase after him through the rain, I called his name as I got closer. He turned around at the perfect time for me to latch onto him and kiss him, I felt his arms wrap around me as we kissed.

I've always wanted to have a romantic setting like that, as my grandma used to say , 'Don't wait for your fairy tails to come true, make them true yourself.'

He pulled away and looked at me, he smiled and kissed my nose before whispering in my ear.

"Goodbye."

I watched as he got in his car and drove off, I ran back inside drenched in water. I heard footsteps coming towards me, I move my head to see Hunter standing there.

"You just had your first kiss in the rain with him didn't you?" He says smirking.

"And you've had your spots re-dyed." I say looking at the brown tips in his blonde hair, Gunner had the same only his hair is brown and has blonde tips.

"Yeah, Gunner got his done today too." He says walking over to me and ruffling my wet hair.

"So you taking care of that drug deal tonight?" He asks, I nod my head and head upstairs, I walk over to Swifty's room and knock before I enter.

"Hey Cinder, what's up?" He asks as I sit down on his bed.

"Well, I never got around to telling you but.. I'm not a virgin anymore.." I say, his jaw drops open.

"Wow, when did this happen?" He says smiling and looking me up and down.

"A while ago.. I just wasn't sure when to tell you because I wasn't actually dating him at the time."

"Oh." He says turning back to his computer.

"Whatcha doing?" I ask walking over to his computer desk.

"I'm talking to someone." He says.

"Who is this 'someone'?" I ask, he looks at me and smiles.

"My new girlfriend." He states, I swear my mouth hit the floor at his words.

"Oh my god! Who is she? I HAVE to meet her!" I say, my brother hasn't had a girlfriend for the last 2 years.

"Her name is Harley, she is very nice. She actually goes to your school." He says, I start to freak out. I couldn't believe he had a girlfriend after 2 years!

"Congrats buddy!" I say giving him a hug.

"You have to promise not to tell the others." He says, I agree and walk out of the room.

I walk to my room and jump in the shower, I want to tell Niall about my scars. I'm scared he'll look at me differently though..

I jump out of the shower and look in the mirror at my body, I've ruined my body for life, I run my fingers over my new cuts. I look at the tattoo on my shoulder and remember that I was meant to show Swifty! I though on my bra and underwear and wrap a towel around my body and rush to his room.