Secrets; c.g

chapter fourteen

♡ ; cross that off the list

carl's pov :

Ugh I feel like shit. I still can't believe Avery's gone, I'm gonna sound so gay but I don't fill whole without her. And neither does the rest of the family by the looks of it, we've all been awfully quite lately. The family has hit it pretty hard but me and debs the most. I miss her. And I want her back to tell her that when I'm around her I get all tingly and shit and she makes me smile and before I go to sleep the last thing that passes my mind is her. I kind of...like her? fuck I didn't know it would come to this, I really fucking like her and I don't want to lose her over stupid lust lies.

I went downstairs for breakfast and the whole family was there, laughing at something Ian said. Well the whole family except Debbie, where the fuck was she? "Where's Debbie?" I ask taking a seat next to Liam. They all shrugged but Fiona answered, "She slept at some friends house apparently and she's bringing her here today so we can meet her." She smiled. "Really? What a fucking bitch!" I spat. "Carl Francis Gallagher! Don't talk about your sister that way!" Fiona said in a mother tone. I simply rolled my
eyes in reply.

I can't help but think what if I fall for Debbie's new 'best friend'? Or I reach out to her because of my horny needs? Or she replaces Avery all together? Before I knew it I was fuming with anger. "Carl? What's wrong? Calm down." Fiona worriedly said, causing everyone to look at me. I slammed my hands on the table and got up from my seat, "What's wrong? What's wrong is that Avery's gone and it's all my fault because we lied about something that couldn't be hidden. And now some bimbo is going to walk through that door any minute now and try be Avery! When she can never be replaced! Ever!" I angrily yelled. Everyone gasped.

"Guess she's not just some fuck buddy." Lip laughed under his breath.

"Aw Carl's got a crush." Ian teased.

"What's all the screaming about?" Debbie asked coming through the door handing up her jacket. "Where is she?" I spat. "Who?", "Your new bimbo of a best friend." I rolled my eyes. "Right outside. You can come in." She mentioned to the girl awaiting out side. My heart stopped. "Miss me?" Avery smirked. Everyone screamed and ran to give her a hug, while Debbie just smiled. I stood there in shock, I couldn't move. It was Avery all along that means she's back?

Soon everyone backed away knowing it was my turn to greet her. "Avery." I smiled. "Carl." She smiled back. God I missed that smile. Before I knew it she had practically ran and jumped into my arms, wrapping her legs around my torso as I held her butt for support. We embraced into a tight hug. "I missed you aves." I whispered into her hair. "I missed you too Carl." She whispered. Everyone aw'ed.

After Avery had a long talk with the family everyone eventually left to do their own thing. Everything was back to normal. Debbie and Avery filled me in on their plans for tonight. Their hosting a party at Avery's house. And they wanted me to help invite people from school. "I'm going to go out for an hour but as soon as I get back we're going party shopping!" Debbie cheered. We nodded and she left.

Warning Sexual Content ahead!! (sorry)

"So what should we do?" Avery asked,
"This." I leaned in connecting my lips to hers. It got heated very quickly, and I was carrying her up to my room. "Mm I missed this." She moaned against my lips before they connected once again. Her lips moved from my lips down my neck finding my sweet spots and sucking on them, leaving hot hickeys. "Mm baby." I moaned. She gave me a kiss on my jawline before straddling my waist and sitting on top of me. I groaned as she shifted around my dick.

Piece by piece our clothes covered the floors but since I didn't give a shit I started to eat her out and finger her at the same time owning many moans from her, they were so fucking hot. "Carl!" She screamed as she reached her high, she gripped my hair and pulled it sexily. "Good girl." I smirked licking her juices. "Your turn baby." She winked as we swapped positions and she was now under the covers,
her lips finding my cock and softly sucking it, driving me crazy. Especially since I was receiving double pleasure from her hand as well as her mouth. "Avery." I groaned causing her to suck harder. Once I cummed I smirked at her as she looked at me innocently through her lashes. I wasted no time hovering above her with my hands holding my weight and entered her. She went crazy and let's just say we kinda almost broke the bed. "Carl!! Oh fuck!Harder!" She screamed, "Shit! Your so tight babe!" I screamed.

As we rode out our highs we were both left breathless. I laid beside her, "Fuck that was amazing." She said attempting to catch her breath. "And hot." I smirked. "Seriously though your so fucking hot, and great at sex." I winked. "You too." She seductively  whispered. "Round 2?". "Round 2."

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hey guys!! hope you enjoyed this emotion filled chapter :) and I'm sorry about the sexual bit for those who don't like that, I'm trying really hard to make Carl and Avery have a sweet connection and not just lust though their will be that in this book too because Carl is originally a fuckboy so it's kind of his nature aha. But as you can see Avery is not as innocent as she seems and omfg guys she just lost her virginty! To Carl! they better go cross that off the list ;) or will Debbie never know? Ooo I guess you better find out in next chapter ;) and I also can't wait to write about their party!! Also cross that off the list ;) it might be another drama filled night so look forward to the next chapter, I'll update soon but for now byee, I love you's. Follow, Vote and please Comment!!

Kisses - b 💗