I just feel like talking but I don't really have many IRL friends (especially ones that are into fics & bands like me) sooooo...
Hello
I'm just gunna babble & this will probably turn into nonsense but oh well that's just the fun of it!
So first thing is fics. I hate having ideas with no time/skill to execute! Sometimes I just want to go to an author & give them it, but I don't want to come off as demanding like "WriTe THiS!1!" Because I hate when people do that to me
Why are some people on here so demanding as to how & what you write?? Go over to the freezer and dig out your damn chill.
Some people are super super nice thou, don't get me wrong. Like they're just so sweet and pure and we must protect them from the harshness of the world. I especially love when you're a but stuck on a thing & a commenter is like "hey what if you incorporate so&so to make a reappearance" ((I'm talking from pure experience with that one because that human gave me a fantastic idea to continue a story by just leaving a small question in a v undemanding way)) it's just nice when people are nice
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Okay I started writing the first bit like a week ago then distractions & I just wanna get things out & hey this is a rant book! ((Plus my journal is in a box somewhere cuz we were supposed to move a few years ago but guess who never did & never got their journal back!))
Okay but Yea... So last year, around Christmas break, I first dyed half my hair. It was a natural red because I absolutely LOVE that color in hair. It was also only half because 1- my hair wouldn't take the damn bleach & 2- I like the concept of keeping a part of the original. I'm weird, don't judge me. About 7ish weeks ago, I started putting in temporary blue dye on the dyed side. I enjoyed it, so I got more permanent teal ((fav color)) on Friday.
I really really love it but... I feel like... I don't even know. There are days I don't care about the judgmental stares and looks of disapproval, but other days it just really gets to me, man.
Just aaahhhh I have issues & I'm gunna die alone
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Happier note!
My frerard doctor who au is so damn fun to write & the last two chapters came so easy after the dtmwagt video
Brendon totally watches/has watched tentacle porn
I have nothing else to say, this whole update was a mEsS
Bye
~Skittles Out~
