Leana pulled me behind her as she stepped ahead. She tryed to hold my arm but I shook her off and the adrenaline sent me walking straight to his car.
"Why are you still here?" I snapped at him.
"Come on." He motioned towards the car and I laughed coldly.
"Um No."
"Sierra get in. I need to talk to you and Im not leaving here without you" He stood in place an I could tell he was telling the truth. We could be standing here for hours.
"I wont even go, we can just sit in the parking lot okay? Just get in the car so I can talk to you." He didnt wait for a response before climbing in the drivers side leaving me and my thoughts. As I walked to the passenger side Leana was screaming at me telling me I would regret it. And I probably would.
Once I got in, I knew it was a mistake. He locked the doors and I gasped reaching for the handle quickly as he pulled the gear and flew out of the parking lot.
"Zayn!! This is kidnapping!! Pull over"
He didnt answer instead he looked striaght ahead. Continuing to pretend that the road was like a puzzle, each peice mystifing him.
We finally pulled up in front of Zayns apartment.
"Nonononono!! I am NOT going in there" But before I got the last words out he was already out of the car and walking to my side to open the door.
He held out his hand for me to take.
"No im staying here." I turned around in the car seat. He sighed and before I knew it he had reached for my arm and in a quick maneuver had somehow managed to throw me over his shoulder. I frantically kicked and tried to get down but I couldnt escape his grasp.
We walked up the stairs into his apartment when he finally put me down in the main entrance. Once he put me down I went to push past him to the door.
He grabbed my wrists and when I looke in his eyes they were hypnotizing.
"She kissed me. Shes my ex. I dated her for a few months but after a while she became extremely clingy and crazy, shes a physco. I went over to get you a straw and she came over and kissed me. And I know that I shouldve pushed her into the cart the moment she came that close to me but I didnt know. And when I saw you my heart was torn. I felt so guilty and I just wanted to punch her. I could never kiss someone else."
I felt a weight release from my heart and I felt guilty for not hearing him out sooner. I felt kind of bad actually, I sighed and let my head fall onto his chest as he wrapped his arms around my waist hilding me tight.
"Im sorry Love. I really am. And im sorry for "kidnapping" you" He smiled. "But I needed you to listen to me. I couldnt loose you. You mean too much to me." My heart melted as my hands found his heart and my head rested in the crook of his neck.
"Im sorry I didnt hear you out before. And Im sorry I ran"
"No no you shouldnt be sorry. I am sorry and it wont happen again you have my word." I nodded in response just wanting this day to end.
"Can we go to sleep?" He looked down at me and smiled.
"Sure love." He turned around to lock the door and I walked down the hall, got undressed and climbed into his bed. My eye immediatly got caught on a small frame sitting on his dresser. I got up slowly and walked over. My eyes went wide and i felt my heart melt. It was a picture of us from when we hungout with Sara and Harry at Harrys place. I never remembered taking this picture and nobody told me it was taken. I was curled up in Zayns lap, sleeping with my head rested against his chest. He was holding me protectively and his head was back. Just by the way his lips were open I could tell he was snoring. I vaguely remembered watching a movie at their house and falling asleep but I had woken up in the car.
"What are you doing?" He was leaning on the door and I smiled.
"I love that picture." He walked slowly around the bed up to me and guided his hands around my waist pulling me to him.
"Me too."
We got into bed and he layed his head on my stomach. We sat in silence for a few minutes before I coukdnt take it anymore.
"Did you ever love her?" I felt him tense under the subject but I needed to know.
"Zayn tell me."
"I felt like I did, but I dont think I ever really was. I think I just wanted to be."
By this time he had rolled off of my stomach and was facing me.
"Oh" I looked away and he pulled me on top of him.
"Your mine. Its just you. You dont have to worry." I nodded not wanting to discuss it further. I trusted him I was just done with this conversation so I layed my head down and drifted asleep. But not before I felt his kiss against my forehead and he whispered into my hair "Im sorry"
