十八

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you don't need to say those things
trying to comfort me
I already know
that the entirety of it
is true
no need to comfort me
it's okay
it's perfectly okay
"hey, don't you trust me? wait, are you confused? regarding my actions?"
he said as he placed both of his hands at my shoulders
whilst looking at me
as if he was trying to solve
the trickiest puzzle
in the world

yes

why are you doing these things in the first place?
why are you trying to save me?
I was stuck in the dark
for so long
and I grew in there
learned to cope
living there
so comfortably that I don't want to
leave anymore
where I stay
with them who told me
to end my life
but there you are
like a light at the end of an endlessly dark
tunnel
a glimpse of hope
what is this?
I trust you
so I nodded
you smiled
it was a genuine one
and finally, I got the courage to speak
"why are you trying to save me jungkook? I know it's too late, in my case. it is."
I said
he caressed my right cheek
and looked at me
he looked so serious and I'm afraid of the words
that might escape from his mouth
anytime now
his gaze then softened
and he

kissed me

just, why?
what is this?
why am I feeling like this?
I slowly closed my eyes as I melted at the gesture

please save me

i need your love before
i fall

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