he was my neighbor
I could always hear him sing at his balcony
at 11:11 pm
unfailingly at that kind of time
his voice echoing
11 pm onwards
the stretch of time
when I always attempted on killing myself
even though I would think of killing myself when dawn arrives
his voice would stop me
I don't know why
I tried
oh I fucking tried to shut my world
so that I would be able
to end all this torture
but I would always fail
failing, oh, a habit that I consistently did
but
why was he able to stop all the voices in my head?
how can he do that?
how can he keep me from dying?
even, I, myself, cannot
how?
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Trepidation JJK FF
Fanfiction"Every night at 11:11 I hear him sing and that's my reason to keep living." Story Concept by WILDGUKS - lowercase intended trigger warning #283
