I walked away
slowly
helplessly
leaving him
every step made my heart break
and I can't imagine myself
living without him anymore
the others didn't notice me leaving
some nurses told me to get out of the way
as I was walking at the corridors
but my brain can't process words anymore
all of the voices were too loud
I knew they were mocking me
the monsters,
they were laughing at me
on how they were right all along
their voices echoed
and I haven't told anything to them
letting them shout incoherent words in my head
I don't care anymore
every step
made me weak
turning my back away from jungkook
is devastating
it is torturing me
killing me, even
I exited the hospital
the cold wind blowing against my frail
figure
I was about to cross the street when I saw his
silhouette
I saw him leaning against a pole
the streetlights were so bright and for a moment I was not able to see his face clearly
but he was wearing a white shirt with black jeans
his favorite pair of timberlands
his fringe was being disarranged by the harsh wind
it's him
he smiled at me
"I missed you."
I mouthed
taking a step
getting off the sidewalk
my eyes were watery
my vision becoming blurry
he then straightened his posture
as he looked
at the direction before me
he then looked back
at me
his eyes portraying shock
and
nervousness
I looked at my right
and I saw a truck that was heading towards my way
the brightness of the headlights blinding me
I smiled and looked back at jungkook
and
closed my eyes
the darkness then consumed me
once again
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Trepidation JJK FF
Fanfic"Every night at 11:11 I hear him sing and that's my reason to keep living." Story Concept by WILDGUKS - lowercase intended trigger warning #283
