Chapter 7
Ruben
Derek’s Point of View
Everything is wrong.
My grades are dropping in school, my mom is having her reveries about my dad because his birthday is the upcoming Sunday, and my mate has a fucking girlfriend. How? I don’t even know. When did my life become so fucked up?
Every time I see them together, my breathing stops and I loose train of thought. Not in a good way either. Her scent is all over him, making my nose twitch all the time in distaste. My wolf growls and I have to choose between the options of ripping her head off, or walking away, and of course I just walk away. Fighting a girl wouldn’t really be the logical thing to do.
I sigh, standing in front my eighth period class, U.S History before entering. When I entered, immediately my eyes locked on him. The way his black hair fell over that flawless face of his, it just woke me up completely. I restricted my eyes to just his hair because I knew that if I took in any more of him, then I would have to excuse myself for the bathroom.
That’s how bad things were between him and me.
Well, me. He didn’t know the damage he did to me. How every time I pass him, I must smell him or I’ll die. How every time I see him, I walk away because I know that my wolf wants to be next to him. He doesn’t know that he is the reason of me going through hell; I need him in my life. No, scratch that – I want him in my life. Yes, I do. I, Derek Matter wood, want another guy in my life. Does that make me gay? No. It’s just love.
I love him.
I need him.
I want him.
And today, he is going to be mines. I’m tired of all this unnecessary shit!
We need our mate.
I sat down in my seat and re-adjusted myself because just the thoughts of Charles McGrow can make me grow. Ha-Ha, you get it? McGrow makes me grow. Wow, I’m so lame.
“Yo.” Peter greets me.
“Yeah … wassup,”
“We got a test today.” He informs me; I sigh and put my head down. I’m tired of all the damn tests she be giving us! God, man today isn’t the day for me.
My nose twitches and I moan inwardly. He’s here! My wolf and I smiles. He just walked through the door. I look up and the smile from inside decorates my face, he isn’t with her right now.
Oh, that’s right.
It’s because she doesn’t have this class with us. Instead, he is with Brandon. He’s A-Okay in my book; I know that they are best friends. My wolf accepts the fact too, because if they were more than friends, then I would arranged for someone to break-up whatever they have going on. Yup! That is how selfishly cruel I am. Hate it? Oh well, I don’t care. He’s my mate … my mate, my wolf repeated from deep within me.
“Okay class, today we will be taking the Midterm Assessment. Take out your pencils or pens and one sheet of paper. When I give you the test, I don’t want any talking.” She instructs, looking at a group of kids in the back of the classroom. They are always talking.
“When you are done, just simply flip the test over and put your head down.”
When everyone receives their paper, they start. I look at the answer sheet and the packet, groaning, I open it and start as well.
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