Dear Diary
I think I'm fine. Almost fine.
They came at my room and told me they found the job and I don't have to work like... That.
I was relieved and i really was crying from happiness. They didn't notice that.
At the moment i thought they were leaving they saw you. Dear Diary they were reading you and when they saw what i wrote ( at least they saw only the last page ). He started beating me.
She did too.
I don't know how to hide the big bruise on my face and the blood on my knees. Since i wear a black skirt as a school uniform and... Everyone is going to notice.
I'm going to skip classes tomorrow. I really can't go like this and since they don't care about me they won't say anything.
They don't even care when I'm sick. I had to call the ambulance by myself when i almost died from anorexia. Well... I just can't anymore. I'm exhausted and they did really beat me harder than any other day. My body burns so much and i got bruises everywhere. I can't move from the ground. I'm gonna sleep where i am.
Tomorrow I'll have to hide you somewhere. I don't want to feel my body like this again and i'd rather be at school where everybody bullies me than here, at my 'shelter' where i feel like an animal that does nothing bad but anyway gets beaten all the time.
I don't want this anymore... I want to kill myself but i just can't... Why don't they beat me so bad so that I'll die? Why? Why don't they make it more easy? Death...
Heyden Renee B.
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Dear Diary
خارق للطبيعةWhat happens when you're half dead, and you have to act like a normal student? And what happens when you find out you can change the lives of everybody who made yours like hell before you died? And what would Heyden do if this happend to her, when h...
