Forget me. Not.

Chapter 12 ~ Your choice.

24 months passed since Luna's incident. She still hasn't woken up. We're all doing our best to pay for her to stay alive. None of us want her to give up. We can't let her die.

I stayed with her every day and every night. I only left when I absolutely needed to. I didn't care about going to school, cause right now all that mattered to me was for Luna to wake up.

She would've been 18 now... Finishing off her A-levels and going off to Uni. I miss her. Her personality, she was bright, funny and loving. I spent so many days with her. She was my best friend for so many years. Now... It's like she's gone.

I know she'll never wake up. If she would, she would've done a long time ago. I'm starting to give up my hopes for her. She needs to make that damn choice of hers already! At least it would hurt less than to see her suffering, or acting like sleeping beauty. I don't want her to sleep for a 100 years!

"Dammit! Luna wake up already!" I shouted out banging my scrunched up fist on the side of the bed.

It was almost night again. I was hesitating whether to go home or stay one more night. So I just stayed. Who knows. Maybe she'll wake up. Maybe I'll be able to tell her how I feel...

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I never realised I fell asleep right next to her again. My head down on her stomach and my right hand intertwined with her left hand.

I slowly started opening my eyes. I looked at her and smiled softly. But then my smile faded. The beeping of the life support machine stopped. After 1 second that felt like forever it made a long beep and the beeps started faster. The lights in the room automatically came on.

The noise was so loud it awoke everyone in the hospital. I let go of her hand and immediately ran out the corridor. "Someone! NURSE?! DOCTOR?! HELP!" I screamed down the corridors, not wanting to believe it.

Several Nurses and two doctors were already rushing in and past me they locked the door leaving me outside. I waited for 20 minutes till they came back out again.

"Sir, I'm so sorry." The doctor spoke. I didn't need to here the rest. I fell to my knees crying and and screaming.

"Why?! LUNA WHY?!" I kept shouting. One of the nurses tried to calm me down but it didn't work. 

Several minutes later I calmed down calling up everyone to tell them what happened. Luna's family cried, so did my mum. In fact everyone cried. But not as hard as I did.

They already took her away, I didn't get to see her after the machine went off. I grabbed my bag and left the hospital. Crying even harder as soon as I left the hospital doors.

"So you've made your choice.." I mumbled to myself. Letting tears run down my face not caring if anyone sees me in this state.

I started running. I ran to the beach where her 16 th party was held. Fell on my knees screaming once again. This was the last time I talked to her face to face. The last time I...

"I messed up everything!" I shouted before finally collapsing on to the cold and wet sand. It was raining, but I didn't care.