don't forget about me | ethan cutkosky

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Ethan- 

"Dude, this hot chick just asked me back to her place with her friend and asked me to bring someone, lets go." 

I nodded with a huge grin on my face knowing I was gonna get some tonight. It's been a week or two but I'm horny as fuck and I was desparate. 

The drugs running through my system were making me feel so so good, I can't even describe it properly. The room was spinning around me as my friend led me out the door. I had the right sense of mind to know that what I was laughing at wasn't actually there but I couldn't stop myself. The bright and vibrant colours and the waviness of the houses and trees on the block was messing with me. 

"What were those pills you gave me?" I laughed, flicking the bugs off my shirt and pants. "These fucking bugs man, why are they here?" 

"What bugs?" My friend Colin laughed. "You're tripping bad, this is hilarious!" 

I snapped out of it and realized there were no bugs on me but I was seeing Colin in multiples. I blinked and instead of there being six of him, there was only two. I jumped in the back of the car anyways next to a girl that looked oddly familiar. Her perfume was something I've smelled before. 

"Hey hot stuff, you coming home with us?" The girl asked, sitting closer to me. She ran her hand up and down my thigh, inching closer to my crotch each time until her hand was fully in my pants, stroking me. 

I winked at her and pulled her hand out of my pants. "Not yet, waiting is the best part babe." 

My vision was blurry just enough that I couldn't make out my surroundings or anyone else in the car for that matter. I felt the car stop and doors began opening. I fumbled around looking for the handle and pulled myself out of the car, stumbling over to the girl. 

She smelled of a familiar perfume I've smelled before. I just can't place my finger on it. The scent of weed, whiskey, and sex filled my nose and I smirked, knowing I bagged myself a good one. 

She led me into a house, upstairs and into a room, closing the door behind her. She wasted no time because in the matter of thirty seconds she was stripped down her her bra and underwear and I was standing in my boxers with what was probably the biggest boner ever. 

I looked her up and down, licking my lips. Her black bra had pink lace covering it and her panties were pretty much see through. It was so hard not to rip her clothes off her tanned skin right then and there but it's always good to wait. Always. 

But clearly she had other plans. 

"You have no fucking clue how bad I want you to take me right here, right now. I don't care if it's on the damn floor. You're going to fuck me senseless."

"You sure about that?" I smirked. 

She walked over and dropped to her knees in front of me and wrapped her mouth around me. My head tilted back as I grabbed her hair and held her against me, moaning. 

Her phone rang and she groaned against me. She whipped herself around and pulled her phone out of her shorts pocket. 

"Hello?" She said, sounding annoyed. 

I could faintly hear the person on the other end asking her who she was and she started to panic, looking towards me and hiding her face. I began to come down from my high and she started to look familiar. 

"Yeah, this is Brooke. What's wrong?"

My heart stopped beating when she said her name. It all makes sense. The voice, the face (That I could barely see because I was so high, everything was a blur), the body, the perfume that she shares with Taryn. 

I froze and I couldn't move. The breath was stolen from my lungs and my ears felt like they had closed, I couldn't hear a thing except a ringing noise. 

"Is she okay? Okay, shit... I'll be there soon." She hung up, throwing her phone on the bed and pulling on her pants. 

"Brooke I swear to fucking-" 

"Shut up! Taryn will never know about this okay? Just get your clothes on, we're going to the hospital."

I pulled on my undershirt because my actual tee shirt had gone missing and pulled on my pants and ran on the door behind her. 

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Taryn-

I was sitting in my room hooked up to so many machines and so many fluids were being pumped into me. I felt so weak, I couldn't even move my legs. The chemo was taking it's toll on me. I'm constantly nauseous, throwing up, taking medicine for my migraines and body aches, and trying to stay awake to see my family. 

I passed out while trying to walk around the hospital and the doctors ran some tests and now we're waiting for results, and I'm scared. 

My door flew open and I struggled to sit up. Ethan and Brooke were standing in my room staring at me like I was a ghost. 

"Brooke?" I asked, noticing something. "Why are you wearing Ethan's shirt?"

She looked down at her shirt and slowly looked over at Ethan, then back at me. Ethan looked terrified and guilty and so did Brooke and I instantly knew what had happened. 

I felt a pain in my chest and it felt like my heart literally broke. Tears instantly started pouring out of my eyes and down my cheeks as I struggled to stand up. 

I held onto the bed for dear life as they tried telling me to lay down, but I didn't listen. 

"How could you fucking do this to me?!" I yelled. "I've been nothing but good to you both and this is how you repay me?"

"Taryn, please-" Brooke began. 

"Shut the fuck up right now. I will knock you teeth down your throat you whore! I'm in here fighting for my life and you go and get with my boyfriend?" I asked, then I turned towards Ethan, "And you happily got with her?" 

"Taryn, please. This has been hard on all of us. Please lay down we can talk later." Ethan spoke gently touching my arm. 

I screamed at him to get his hands off of me and when I let go of the bed to swat his hands away, I fell to the floor. Everything went blurry and the machines I was hooked up to started beeping. Ethan and Brooke got down on the floor and tried picking me up and slapped my cheeks to try and bring me back to consciousness but within seconds everything went black.

Nobody knew that at that moment when my eyes shut, everything would change once again and things would get even worse than they already are. 

But I did. 

I knew. 

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DUN DUN DUNNNNNN

two chapters left! im sorry it took so long to update but i hope you guys enjoyed this chapter!

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