Patience

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Why must it always come back?

My nerves are on edge -

Jumping, twitching,

Sending flaming arrows through my flesh,

Disconnected

From both problem and solution.

Yes, it always gets better.

Yes, it always returns.

And I feel like I'm going in circles.

Am I chasing an impossibility?

They say not, and I wish to believe them

But I do not have the patience

Nor do I have the experience

Of age

To guide me through these rapids.

I can only hope and cautiously tread

And wait it out

To be well again.

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