Chapter 12:Caught

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*Cameron was taking me to the boardwalk and we both walked in it. It was nice day.   Cam and I were walking and our hands kept bumping into each other.

Cam grabbed my hand. We walked and held hands.  He spun and I smiled. Then he put his arm around me still holding hands. I looked up at him. Cam looked down at me.

"I love you Evie." He saids turning to me. His hands on my face. I look down and then stared into his eyes. I felt a connection. Chills running down my body. Cam pulling me in going to kiss me.*

Then hearing a voice.
"Uhhhh....Evie. Please can we have that puppy?"

I woke up to Jack voice. Seriously Jack? You are dreaming about getting a puppy. I roll my eyes.
I checked the time it was 1 .  I tried going back to sleep.  I just couldn't . That dream almost felt real.

I cover my face with my hands. Why did I dream of that? I don't like Cam. I see him as a friend.  I got a boyfriend and I don't think he even likes me in that way.

Ugh Evie why you gotta do this to yourself. You love Jack. He is your boyfriend you can't betray him.

I got and put on an over sized sweater and leggings. I headed to Cams.

I got to Cams apartment. I had a key to his apartment. Cam gave it to me when I started hanging out at his place a lot. I opened the door to his apartment. I went inside finding his favorite show on.  I laugh. We watch this every time.

I go into Cameron's  room. Seeing clothes on the floor. Looking up on the bed seeing Cameron sleeping there with Lori. Both of them undress.

"WHAT THE HELL?!" I said yelling. Cameron and Lori getting up and Cameron trying to get some pants on. I slammed the door getting out of his room.

I wanted to break down. Tears falling going back to my car.

"Evie! Wait!" I hear Cam calling out my name. I don't stop.
I got to my car and Cam grabbed me by the arm.

"Evie. Stop." Cam saids.

"Let go of my arm." I said. Trying to brush off his hand.

"It's not what you think." Cam saids. I close my eyes trying to hold in my tears.

"It's not what I think ?!" I said.

"Lori and I just wanted to blow off some steam." Cam saids.

"Couldn't you do that an other way?" I said Turning to him to face him.

"Why do you care?!" Cam saids.

"Why do I care?" I say.

"Yeah, why do you care who I sleep with who I am with. You have a boyfriend. We are not together." Cam saids.

Those words made me speechless. He was right. We aren't dating or anything but I do care for him a lot.

"You know why I care because I care so much for you! I care so much that I feel like I'm falling in love with you Cam! I feel like ever since I caught your attention I feel like we had a strong connection. I hate that I can't be strong and hate that I can't be by your side. I hate that I can't be with both amazing guys. Most of all I hate that I love you. " I said. Even more tears came down. Cam pulling me in for a hug. I gave in.

"I love you too." Cam saids.

"Cam....I'm sorry..that I haven't told you sooner about my feelings for you. I love Jack. I love you. It's just Jack and I have been through a lot. I can't betray him. " I said.

Feeling Cameron hug me tighter.

"I know it's hard for you."Cameron saids.

"I will wait for you." Cam saids. I needed to hear that. I needed to hear a sign of hope that this will be okay.

Cam brought me back to my house. Sitting in the car in front of the house .
Cameron holding my hand.

"Bye..I will see you later." I said.

"Okay." Cam saids.
I got out of the car.

I got back to Jack. I'm surprised he hasn't notice that I left. I crawled back in bed. Laid on my side looking at Jacks back. I see Jack turning around.

"Hey beautiful." He saids still half asleep. His hand touching my face. I cracked a smile and went back to sleep it was already 3am.

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