Stupidly in love|| C.D

Chapter 24

Song for chapter- Wrong one by Jack & Jack.

I feel my heart beating faster and getting light headed because I didn't want him to find out this way.

I had to gather the words for him to understand and hope he will forgive me which is unlikely.

"Cameron before I say this I just want you to know that I understand if you don't want to be with me anymore." Cameron facial expression drastically changed.

"I cheated on you...with your best friend."

"Who? Aaron?" Then he took a long pause. "No...not Taylor.. You can't of..."
Cameron goes through his hair and then looks at the wall trying not to look at me.

"How long has this been going on?" I could feel like his voice was cracking up because he was heartbroken.

"At the bonfire at Taylor's house. We hooked up a couple times after that." I say going closer to him.

Then Cameron  backs up giving me a disgusted look.

"I should of known this would happen..You cheated on Jack with me..the chances of that happening again is  likely." Cameron looks at me and takes a deep breath.

"Look can we just get through this night ? We figure everything out tomorrow." Cameron gets out of the bathroom not saying anything else.

I stand there being overwhelmed.

I return to the dining table trying to act like everything was normal.

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All through the night Cameron and I acted normal but kept our distance. It was already 10 o'clock at night.

Cameron and I decided to call an über. The whole car ride back to his apartment was silent. Dead silent.

I wanted to say something so badly. I just wanted to hug him because I can't stand him being heartbroken.

Cameron has been the best and I've only been hiding lies over lies.

I looked at Cameron looking out of the window. Usually we would play our favorite music on the Aux cord and sing along to our favorite songs but, not this time.

I don't think anything will be the same.

Then after few seconds Cameron turned and seen me looking at him. Then I hurried to look back out of the window.

Cameron's P.O.V

This situation is so fucked up.  I fell in love with a girl that just got out of long relationship. I feel so stupid of thinking that she was ready for an other serious relationship.

But why Taylor? Taylor's my best friend. If it was a stranger I think it would make this situation less difficult..No..what am I saying? Cheating is never good. 

I don't know if I will ever forgive her for this. I love her..I just don't know if she loves me back as much as I do.

Evie's P.O.V

Soon as we got to Cameron's apartment my mom texted me.

Mom; Hey honey I was wondering if I could talk to you..I really need to tell you something.

Ignored it because I wanted to sort things out with Cam first more than anything.

I sat on Cams couch still not saying a single word. Cameron goes to the bathroom but with the door open. I follow him in there seeing that he rinsed his face off.

Then his eyes meet mine. I lean against the door way wondering what I was going to say next.

Before I could say anything Cameron's mouth opens.

"Evie..I'm not mad you..but I'm not forgiving you. "

"I'm sorry..what I have done. It's was just an action of fear what I did."

Cameron gives a more serious look. "What do you mean? "

"I guess when your friends were joking about you know getting married..and we haven't been together that long."

"I know..we haven't been been dating that long I wouldn't want to get into anything either."

I take a second to reply taking it all in. Making sure I'm not going to make a mistake.

"Cameron I think we just went into this way too fast. "

"So what are you saying?"

"We should just take a break.." Cameron slowly walks out of the bathroom. Not looking at me.

"Do you got anything to say?" I ask almost being furious of him not saying any word of this.

"What do you want me to say?" Cameron rasing his voice. Turing around about to head to his bed.

"I don't know what I want you to say..Just say something!"

"Fine..I understand that you just got out of long relationship but I don't understand why you got to cheat..On my best friend.."

"I know I have been the worst but it seemed like you wanted to Take things to a whole another level. Which you knew I just got our of long relationship!"

"I'm not going to apologize for wanting something real with you."

"I guess it was just better off..being friends." I knew what I said. I am not going to regret it either.

"Then you should just leave." Cameron lifts his head up. Tears are already forming.

I want to hug him ,but I'm not sure if that's the right thing.

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