Never the same again [NEEDS EDITING]

Confused

I'm dying . He is looking so hot right now .

STOP TAYLOR . HE IS NOT HUMAN .
my brain started to tell me .

But brain look at him . He is hot . Just one time ?

TAYLOR .

That's it . I'm talking alone in my head right now . I'm crazy .

"Umm.. Can you please give my personal space back?"

Please don't please don't .

"I'm not sure... you really want it"

Fuck me . Right now . His voice is so deep and sexy I think I had an orgasm just by hearing him talking.

"Now tell me what are you ?"

"I ... don't know what you mean "

I realised if I could pay more atention to him I can easly say he is not human .

 But If I could did that he could too . Even if I'm amazed by his ... everything, I still try to think logic so i'm not telling him about being hunter and stuff .B

ut  I'm not actually one . By what my father told me I will be one when  I turn 18 , until than some things just appear , skills . Which I don't think I know how to use .

"Oh , love , I think you do .. don't be afraid . Look, I tell you why you are feeling like this and what I am . But I expect from you to answer my question after ."

"How will I know you say the truth ?"

He got closer to me and wishpered in my ear.

"I guess you have to just trust me .."

I got goosebumps when he talked in my ear . His breath so close , his voice so sexy ...

"So , I'm an werewolf .  We have mates , soulmates . MAtes that complete us . Make us feel safe , loved and things you felt when you touched me , and I touched you .."

My face was probably weird because I couldn't believe this , and he was looking at me smiling .

"Now your turn"

I think I should tell him what I know by now ... and if I need I'll tell him I was joking or something .

 I usually does this when I'm not sure if I have to say the truth , sometimes works , well mostly all the time no one expects this in serious things .. like this .

"Well , after you and the other weirdo left me home , well , actually you drove me home , but you understand . My father .. he told me something... I didn't knew... or expected.."

I looked at him .. carefully watch his reaction .

"He told me I am a hunter of creatures that people don't actually believe in them .. they think exists only on tv and stuff like that..and that my whole -"

His face turned pale . He didn't show any emotion .

" My mate is a hunter ? " he said that slow like for himself

"Your mate ? " 

Then it hit me .. he said like I felt when he touched me ... like he felt when I touched him .

Well now I'm feeling stupid . If I knew I had a mate maybe I wouldn't do what I did .. well I guess I have an excuse..somehow.

He suddenly pushed me into the wall behind me . Put my hand above my head and started kissing me . His lips .. God , it felt so soft and so good , I could die happy .

"I don't care you are a hunter . you are my mate .. "

He said that pausing our kissing session .

I felt so confuse .. I didn't fully understood the mate thing .. but I felt like I want him forever .. to be mine .

Suddenly I felt the urge to grab something and kill him .

I pushed him . Open the drawer and took my knife and stay in a attack position .

I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO FIGHT 

"I .. I don't understand .. I.. don't wanna.."

He looked scared .. but not for him ..

"Love .. calm yourself .. close your eyes .. and start taking big breaths"

I did as he said , even though a part of me didn't want to .

I let the knife down .. and that was when I felt it .. The feelings my dad told me about .. my hunter part ..but  the sadness too , because he didn't told me about it .. that he lied to me all this years ..

I broke down .. I felt on my knees and started crying . I knew it was too good the way I took what dad told me ..

I opened my eyes and looked to Louis .. his eyes showed sadness too , he was hurt . I don't understand nothing ..  How this things exists .. how it's possible ... how I was suposed to be , to do , to feel ..