Never the same again [NEEDS EDITING]

The night before

"So you know what you have to do right?"

I roll my eyes annoyed at the guys.

"Yes''

"Alright everybody"

Luca says to the people who were in the room. 

We just finished our plan , to attack and stuff like that .

We have 30 lines. And back ups .

I'm in the second line. After the first one gets rid of the distraction we follow them to Lieun's room and from there ... we'll see hat happens.

I admit. 

I might feel nervous ..scared. But at least I know that whatever happens at least I fought for what I want .

Let's hope everything turns out right . 

I sigh , and go to my room.

I stop and look at the room after I closed the door.

 Man , I never thought my life would be like this. I mean , I got the chance to meet all kind of people , well , creatures . I met persons that I know they will always be there for me ,to help me  ,to support me and they really stand me . And let's be honest I'm annoying ,I talk a lot , do a lot of stupid things and this list could never end,they know everything about me ,they seen me in all kind of situations and they still wanna be there for me . 

I should really thank them .

Eh , I'm so bad with letting my feelings out I'll probably end up  saying some stupid shit and embarrass myself .

I let the bed swallow me , literally , it's so soft I'll die happy in this bed.

I hear a knock at the door making me groan .

I don't feel like socializing right now .

I take a pillow and place it on my head , maybe if I don't say anything the person will go away .

"Taylor , I have vodka"

THE MAGIC WORD HAS BEEN SAID .

"Yes Klaus, come in , anytime "

I hear Klaus laugh while opening the door .

I get up and take the vodka .

Klaus only rolls his eyes .

"What? I need my baby , I'm nervous"

Klaus sits on the bed nd looks down .

"Taylor , how are you ?"

I take a sip from the bottle.

"Fine"

I see him clenching his fists.

"For real"

I don't say anything . I don't know what to say . I'm not sure how I feel.

"I .. don't know . I feel fine , nervous but ..I don't know how to explain"

He relaxes a bit .

I look down at the floor , feeling awkward.

I feel him pulling me into a hug .

God , I missed being hugged . 

I hug him back . 

"I can't explain ho wI feel either. All I wanna do it's to run with you , to take you away from this things . I don't want you to get hurt or..."