Never the same again [NEEDS EDITING]

Birthday

This chapter it's dedicated to Derangedkitten2u for being such an  amazing fan and for supporting this book :3

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Alright , so I went on a date came home at like ... 2 or 3 am , making out with Luca ,then Luca got in a fight with Klaus , Ryan got knocked out , I fought with Klaus wich resulted in him leaving .

And now I'm crying because of how stupid my life it is .

Hm, this is the perfect birthday , right ?

 I didn't sleep all night since the fight . I only cried, watched TV , ate and so on .

And now it's. ... 10 am. And nobody disturbed me . 

That's new . 

But , I didn't really notice cause I feel like shit . My life is messed up . If I'll tell someone about this , they will put me in a mental hospital right away .

God , I just realized I literally suck at everything in my life . I can't call myself a hunter , because I can't hunt a mosquito , what about a creature . I can't be human because I was "gifted" with witch and some other powers, I can't have a boyfriend because I'm too stupid to be with my soulmate , Louis , not that he is bad,not at all, it's just that it's too simple for me apparently , so I complicate myself with Luca and Klaus,what can I say , I like being stupid. Oh , and I  dropped out of school  so I could start a war with an old vampire that hates my guts and wants to kill me no matter what .

I love my life , don't you ?

I groan as I remember that I have a party planned for today . I could cancel it but , I don't think it would be good .All I wanna do is lay in bed think. about my fucked up life and what I can do to kind of repair it and listen music , maybe cry a little more . 

But, of course, I can't , because the only time when I cry and feel bad it has to be my birthday and I have to be the host of the party . 

I get up , look at the watch that was on my nightstand and see it's almost 11 a.m. 

So I have 7 hours to get ready ,because the party starts at 8 p.m.

I stretch my body a little bit , then take some towels , cause I wanna take a bath .

I don't really like to take baths ,cause I always think about the fact that I'm staying in my own dirt , but I feel like having one now.

On my way I see Ryan.

"Hey, Taylor are you-"

"Don't say anything , I'm very calm and relaxed right now , I don't wanna be angry ,so please shut up "

He just hugs me .

"Ryan , what did you do ?"

"What if I hug I have to do something?"

"Well, do you remember the time-"

"Yeah , I got it , but now it's not bad my little hunter"

"I seriously doubt it"

He just rolls his eyes.

"By the way , happy birthday ! I know you didn't start your birthday ... good but it doesn't mean it will not end good!"

I love Ryan , he is always so optimistic and always see the good part in things. I am like that sometimes too ,  I can see the good part in dropping my pizza on the ground then eat it with dust . Or maybe I simply can't accept the fact that I have to buy another one .

"Thank you , and I really hope it will at least end well"

I smile at him then continue my way to the bathroom.

I open the door and let the water to fill the tube ,while I take off my clothes.

I actually  feel nervous about this night .What if some of them change their minds when they see me ? Or something bad just happens out of nowhere ?

I should stop overthink this . Everything will be fine .

 I take a big breath get in the tube and enjoy the feeling of water . I let my head on the back and close my eyes and start getting excited about the fact that I have to do my makeup , wear a beautiful dress do my hair and stuff. I can be girly when I want , and I honestly love to get ready for parties or going out .

I suddenly feel two hands on my eyes , making me yelp . 

"What the fuck! "

I try to get up , but I hear a chuckle while the hands stop me from moving , then a pair of lips touching mine .

"It's me "

A smile makes it's way on my lips .

"Luca"

He took his hands  off my eyes , so I turn to face him .

"Shit , Luca I'm naked!"

The realization of this thing makes me put my hand on my breasts trying to cover them . But a quick look at him makes me realize he is naked too . My eyes widen at that view. 

Damn , his body is just perfect .

"Like what you see?"

I blush . Great job Taylor , you are not being smooth at all .

He gets in the tube too.

"What are you doing? I was taking a bath"

"I know"

"I believe that you have at least one more bathroom beside this one , so why are you here?"

"To wish you happy birthday and make you relax a bit . Last night .. you were tensed ,and  I feel bad because of the way your birthday started. So let me massage you"

Massage me where? 

Why do I have  a dirty imagination? 

He goes behind me and starts massaging my shoulders . I have to admit , it feels amazing and it's relaxing me.

"Are you enjoying it ?"

"Mhm"

I closed my eyes so I could focus on his touch . 

"Man, you are very good at this"

"Yeah , I know"

"Wow , humble I see"

He laughs at that .

"So did you wished something  in particular for your birthday?"

"I'm so bad at wanting something , I can't decide ,but I'm a simple person I like everything I get."

"Ok , that made me feel a little better about what I got you "

I turn to face him .

"What did you get me?"

I love presents . 

"Don't laugh tell me!"

"Don't be so impatient , it's in your room"

He didn't need to say anything more , I got up from the tube , took a towel and ran to my room.

On my way, I almost fell but I managed to get there without anything broken .

"OH MY GOD I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS! IT'S LIKE OPENING THE DOOR TO HEAVEN"