Never the same again [NEEDS EDITING]

Halfs

SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT 

My back hurts

*crack* *Crack*

"Damn it"

"TAYLOR"

"I'm fine Louis "

 I say with a smile on my face.

But soon I feel another bone being broken making me growl.

Alright ,  it's going to end soon , please resist.

Hurry please .

I close my eyes , and take a big breath .

I hear the boys moving , trying to break the cuffs or something . 

I really need to zone out,think about something else , to don't feel the pain so hard .

Great . I CAN'T BELIEVE I CAN'T THINK . My mind is blank . WTF.

SHIT .

Another bone breaks.

I feel some hands trying to break my handcuffs. 

I frown and open my eyes. 

"Klaus ? How did you -"

And I notice the chair on the floor in pieces and his cuffs still attached to his wrists making him bleed .

"Taylor , look I am free now you can stop shifting"

Too late I can't stop it now

I can't say anything because after Klaus released my cuffs I fell to the ground in pain .

"Hey ! Stop it , you don't have to change her"

"She said ... it's too late "

I try to breath trough pain .

It got worse . Now I scream everytime a bone cracks. 

Klaus freed the others and now everybody was arguing about what we should do .

Luca picked me up .

"I take Taylor , while you check if there are some guards so we can leave this place."

"Why do you take Taylor ?"

"Because I'm the oldest of all , and if she bites me I can resist more than you"

I hear some mumbles , but I can't look , I can't move at all . 

What's going on .

I can't talk .

Shit

Shit ? What's happening?

Your body rejects the shift and now it's healing ,trying to push me away . I don't understand , you gave your approval , even if your body rejects the shift , it shouldn't push me out.

What's happening ? I can't move , talk .

I know ...  THAT'S IT!

WHAT?

STUPID UNIVERSE AND SPIRITS  MANIPULATING STUFF

YLVA

I can't tell you much , but .. there are some spirits who don't want you to shift , at least now. They let me do this until now, so one of the boys escape  the cuffs , to give them a reason to fight harder .  Hm , I gotta say , they are smart . Now they took the pain , stopped the shifting and are healing you while taking the pain away . You won't be able to move until your bones aren't like before.

WHAT THE HELL . I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO DIE . SON OF A BISCUIT . SPIRITS . 

I have an idea , they try to get me out again , but if you imagine yourself somewhere with me,it has to be a memory , I can sit with you ... if you want me to .

Well it's not like I could do something else so. .

Imagine you somewhere you feel safe .

I focus on a memory ......in my room at Luca's 

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I'm sitting in the corner of my room ,watching me changing with Ylva , Luca has to enter in a few moments.

*Knock Knock*

And here he is .

I smile ,remembering how fun that night was . My first night at Luca , when he wanted me to move with him .

I laugh .

You got naughty with the boys eh ?

I look at Ylva , she is SO BEAUTIFUL , and puffy  .

DON'T PET ME I'M AN ANCIENT SPIRIT

But you are soooooo cuteeee 

I say in a pitchy voice  .

She rolls her eyes and lets me pet her .

So which one?

I frown .

What which one ?

Which one do you like?

I realise what she asks and I choke on my saliva 

Jeez , you can simply say instead of choking

I try to control my breathing and stop choking . IT takes me a few seconds .

I .. don't ... umm like them . So , none of them .

She looks at me with bored eyes .

I'm protecting your thoughts , so you can say whom , they won't hear . And , you can trust me .

I sigh .

I don't know . 

Well , they are all gorgeous , six packs , great personalities and so on . I'm not surprised , a little jealous , when I was alive boys were ... well not so focused on their looking 

I don't wanna choose to like someone , I like them all , they are all my friends .

Yes , but who would you like to be more than friends?

From all the spirit I had to get a curious one ?

She just shruggs , and keep asking me questions about the boys .

How long do I have to be here with you ?

Times goes faster if you answer my questions

I don't like them , none of them . I think .I'm not sure . I don't know what I want how to be ,who to be or with who .

And still , you had your hot time with Luca , Louis and Klaus . Poor Ryan , always there for you and still not even a kiss. That's kind of sad.

That's not sad , we are friends . All of us , friends with needs . AND OH GOD . AM I A SLUT?

She chuckles 

No you are not , you have fun , you can have fun with how many people you want . But , take my advice , if you want a one night stand be sure to not see him again .

I sigh .

All of them are great .

I'm sure you'll figure out who you like .

TAYLOR  TAYLOOOR

I turn around to see who's calling me and everything goes black .