Living the Dream (JacksGap fan-fic)

Chapter 14

***Amy's P.O.V***

I slumped back into the sofa and covered my hands with my face. What the hell happened back there? What on earth was Finn thinking? Didn't he realise what he was doing? I wonder what is going through that boy's head. No matter what I was not going to tell Jack anything, it might jeopardize our relationship and more importantly, ruin Jack and Finn's brotherhood. 

One day my life was pretty normal. I had normal friends and a regular schedule, but now my life was becoming a turmoil of boyfriends and twins. I'm just so confused with myself right now.

 Just then I heard the front door click and Jack's voice echoing down the hallway.

'I'm back!' 

His presence made my heart skip a beat and I immediately rose to my feet and walked out of the room to see Jack kicking his shoes off and placing a Tesco bag on the counter. He looked so perfect in his jeans, white t-shirt and crisp unbuttoned shirt. He noticed me looking and flashed a toothy grin.

'Like what you see?'

I laughed nervously. 'Need help with the shopping?'

'Yeah, could you just pop these in the fridge for me? Thanks.' He said as he handed me the food.

I headed over to the fridge and started packing things inside the fridge as I was asked to do.

As soon as I finished I made my way to the kitchen counter and rested my head in my hands as I put my elbows on the table.

Jack came towards me as soon as he closed the cupboard door and did the same thing I did right next to me. It was strange, his eyes searched mine with some kind of longing, something I had never experienced before. It made me melt inside and caused me to feel weak at the knees. Thankfully I was leaning on the counter so there was less of a chance that I would crash to the floor. How embarrassing would that be.

My heart thumped faster and louder than ever before against my chest and I felt myself move closer towards Jack, closing the distance between us until his arm was touching mine. I felt the electricity pulse through my veins as soon as the bare skin of our wrists made contact.

I gasped and looked down at our hands together, loving the feel of my hands in his. "Amy..." I looked up into his eyes with surprise as I heard him say my name.

I was shocked because I had never heard him speak like that, let alone say my name like that. His voice rumbled with passion. With love. With desire. And his eyes said the exact same thing. I stared into his eyes and watched as he leant in close until only a breath separated our mouths, and our bodies. I couldn't stand the space between us so I leant forward that extra millimetre and pressed my lips to his and that was all it took to get him to react. With a deep moan he kissed me like never before and removed his hands from mine to move them to my hips. He squeezed tight and pulled my hips against his.

He nibbled on my lower lip, asking for entrance but I denied him, just for the fun of it. But he didn't seem to like that. He lead me backwards until my back made contact with the kitchen counter behind me and pushed his hips and chest against me until there wasn't an atom of air separating our bodies. I gasped and he took the opportunity, kissing me with more passion than I could take. "Jack.." I moaned his name and he took his lips away from mine, resting his forehead against mine with his eyes closed.

"Amy." He breathed my name in a husky voice and I looked to his eyes. He opened them and stared deep into my eyes, where I thought he could see right into my soul. "You have no idea how much you mean to me. To know that I've got you there whenever I need you. To be there when all the nonsense in my life gets too much to handle. You're my rock, Amy. And I'm not ashamed to admit it." I saw the passion in his eyes and knew what he was saying was true. He leant away from me and took a step back, again with only our hands touching. He gripped mine in his tightly and stared intently in my eyes. "I love you Amy," he reached out a hand to move a lock of my unruly hair behind my wear, then cupped my cheek. "With all my heart."

I couldn't believe it. He loved me? Me?? I mean, I just couldn't believe that out of all the thousands, if not millions, of girls around the world, I was the lucky one that got to love him. I always knew that he cared about me, and maybe I did suspect that he felt more for me, but to actually state it and tell me.. Now that was magical.

"Amy?" I looked back up at him and saw his worried expression. I hadn't realised that while I was thinking this I'd been silent. Poor guy probably thought I was rejecting him. I couldn't have him thinking that, now could I?

I felt a cheek-splitting grin plaster itself across my mouth as I looked at him. "Jack, I love you too." I took the one step towards him that vanquished the unwanted space between us and wrapped my arms around his neck, bringing our faces close together. "So much," I managed to whisper this to his lips before his mouth claimed mine again in a passionate kiss, and I let my mind forget about everything else. The incident with Finn, my confusion at his actions, and the 7 billion other people in the world. It was only him, and I. And I wanted to prove to him how I felt, and that he was the only one for me. I thought about what to say to him, and although I had always found it incredibly cheesy, to me it was the only thing that fitted this moment. I pulled away from his kiss and stood on my tip toes to bring my mouth near his ear. "Make love to me Jack."

I felt him freeze in my arms, before he pulled me away from him far enough to look deep into my eyes. "Amy, my sweet, sweet Amy." He cupped my face in his hands before continuing, "My love are you sure about this? It's okay. I understand if you want to wait a little longer."

"Erm Jack, you're not my first.." I stopped, realising he wasn't shocked. What? "Wait, you're not shocked?"

"Amy, with your beauty and your personality, I don't know how someone wouldn't have loved you by now. I just meant that if you're ready, with me." He smiled and once again I smile back at him.

"Of course I am silly!" Then in a gentler voice I said, "I love you."

The smile slowly slipped off his face and was replace by a look so intense and full of promise that I felt a shiver run across my body. "Me too." He pulled me towards him using the hand he still had cupping my cheek and pressed a kiss to my forehead, followed by a trail of kisses down my check until he hover over my lips. He closed the distance between us and kissed me harder and with even more passion than before, and let me tell you, that was a lot. He gripped my waist tightly and pulled my hard against him, deepening the kiss even more. He let me go only to grab me and pull me up into his arms bridal style. Oh wow, that was impressive! "Oh come now Amy, you didn't think I was weak, did you?" He had a smirk on his face and I blushed, realising I had said that out loud.

He just laughed and started carrying me up the stairs. Just when I thought we had cleared the stairs, I felt Jack jolt forwards, almost falling onto the floor with me in his arms. But he steadied himself and looked at me with a shocked expression, his eyes open wide with worry. I tried to keep a straight face, but he looked like a lost puppy. I burst out laughing and soon enough he joined me as well, except he was laughing with relief. He continued towards his room and opened the door. I closed the door behind us with my arm behind his neck and turned to face his room, the only thing I could see was his bed. My laughter stopped as the realisation of what we were going to do came over me.

He walked towards it and placed me on the bed, then came to lie on top of me, supporting himself with his arms so as not to squish me. "Amy, are you sure? Because once I start, I won't be able to stop."

"Yes Jack," I wrapped my legs around his waist and pulled his face down to mine. "Now shut up, and love me."

His lips covered mine the moment the words came out of my mouth, and he did as I asked. He loved me with a passion that I had never felt before. And as I lay in his arms later that night, the one thought in my mind before I fell asleep, was that I am the luckiest girl in the world.

A/N: OMFG IT HAPPENED. Well, it kind of had to...didnt it? Massive thanks to @Mellina1357924680 for helping so much with this chapter. Because she it THAT COOL. You know, these scenes are not the easiest in the world to do, and I think she wrote it perfectly. Naaww. ;)

Anyways, be sure to check out her Finn Harries fan fiction. It's so good guys, please go give it a read and a vote!

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Amy xx