Love hate thing

Chapter 1

Tori's P.O.V
It's been 5 months and I still haven't gotten out of bed. My name is Tori and I'm from New York, and I'm 19 years old. I recently just got out of a relationship with the love of my life... well he was the love of my life. I know it's not healthy to stay in bed crying all day, but I can't help it ! I was deeply in love with this boy, his name was Mike, and he just threw me away like I was absolutely nothing to him. I don't even think the same nor do I eat the same and this depression shit is killing me everyday, so I just smoke my troubles away. I always had depression, but Mike just made everything worse than before ! I met Mike on a dating site called "TeenLove.com" and I really wasn't expecting to fall for this boy, but some how I got sucked into his bullshit and actually opened up my heart to him and it felt like I was the happiest girl in the world at the time.
(Tori's Phone vibrates)
Ugh whenever I hear my phone ring, I always assume it's Mike or at least hope and prey it's him, but it was actually my friend Kayla so I guess I'll answer.
"Um hello ?" I say with my broken voice.

"Tori ! Why have you been ignoring me all week ?!" Kayla yells .

"Look you know what I've been going through! And why the fuck are you yelling Kay ? You know I love you but I just need time to myself." I had to let her know how I was feeling, because she would've just assumed the worst.

Kayla's P.O.V

Me and Tori have been friends for so long and to see her down like this was killing me inside and I'm just worried she'd try to commit suicide again. See around our freshman year of high school, Tori was getting bullied. Tori had just lost her V to someone she thought was down for her and by the next week after that, everyone was making a song in the lunch room about it and she ran out devastated. It took a lot for her to come back to school, but the moral of the story is she tried to kill her self. And I can't allow her to get that low in her life again !
"Listen to me Tori ! I need you to forget about that boy and actually go out, and I don't mean go out to smoke some dope either !" I said this hoping she would actually come out and party with me.

"No Kay ! Why don't I call you later okay ? Ok love you lots now goodbye !" Tori said rushing to get off the phone.

Tori's P.O.V
After I hung up on Kay, she texted me about this party tonight but I don't think I wanna go anywhere honestly, besides my mind was in another world.
(A knock was at the door)
I was starting to believe people lived to bother me...

"Who is it !" Honestly I thought it was Kay trying to bother me again, but when I didn't hear her loud ass screaming to open the door I began to become suspicious on who it was, because the person didn't say shit at all ! So as soon as I opened the door, I felt like I couldn't move my entire body because I was in so much shock on who it was.......

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