My Heartthrob Husband

MHH-CHAPTER 48 (lOVE HURTS, sometimes)

Anne's POV

"We need to take her off!," rinig kong kaguluhan pero napakahina para maintindihan ko pa ang iba nilang sinasabi. Madilim ang paligid at kaharap ko pa rin si John.

Nanginginig ang kamay ko, pero hindi dahil sa takot o nerbyos. Kundi dahil pinipigilan ko ang sarili kong barilin si....john.

Fvck noooooo!!!!

Pumikit ako. Sobrang diin.

Waited for everything that might go wrong. I know I can't stop myself, but I can still extend time. Yes! TIME!
There's still hope, hope that I can still see his angelic face, his warm smile. That I can still hear his laugh and feel his love, in reality.

*BANG*

I can feel my hands shaking, I'm hardly crying, my voice is trembling and my tears are racing down through my cheecks.

I can't open my eyes, for a moment. I want to kill myself! I want to hurt myself for letting bad things happen!

Suddenly a body fell down and I feel the ground drenched in blood.

My reflexes kicked in and I found myself caressing the head of John.

There's so much blood coming from his chest and I can't fvcking stop it!
We're already covered with his blood! And what gave me chills is.......it felt real.

>.<

"John?.john listen to me! I-I am sorry I'm too mean to you, I'm sorry I pushed you even beyond the limit,. I-it's because I believe in you...I -I. Believe on what you can do, even though it fvcking k-kills me whenever I think of the fact that you can get hurt. I want you to learn how to fight and defend yourself.....you don't have to defend or protect me from anyone....you have to save YOURSELF....from.me
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.this is what happens to people who get close to me!
But please, don't leave me alone! I'm not ready to let you go!!!!!!..JOOOOOOOOOHHHHN!!,".I screamed and it feels like all my emotions came out, I was in a terrible pain. My fvcking chest is aching and it's so damn painful.

I lost my dad..I lost my....everything.

Nakarinig ako ng kaluskos sa di kalayuan, nakita ko ang anino ng isang lalaki sa likodan ni John.

I checked my gun at puno pa rin, kung naiputok ko ito, bakit walang bawas ang bala?

Holy crap!

I ran towards the shadow, having my gun pointed to whatever suspicious I might see at this very moment. Hindi pa siya nakakalayo at kasalukuyang tumatakbo.

"You will pay for this...,"

"I WILL MAKE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU SUFFER AND PAY FOR YOU HAVE KILLED MY FATHER AND JOOOOOHN!!!!," me

All of a sudden everything went black. I kept on running and hardly catching my breath, the shadow blended into the dark surrounding.

I am now hopeless.
Wala na ang nag iisang pamilya ko, wala na rin ang nag iisang tunay na nagmamahal saakin.

Bumigay ang katawan ko at bumagsak sa sahig, I can't see anything but darkness. I feel....weak.
That fvcking feeling that I did not felt a long time ago. My weakness, I feel so damn helpless.

Dahan-dahan pinikit ko ang mga mata ko at unti-unti akong nakaramdam ng sakit ng katawan. Sobrang sakit ng katawan ko na para akong binaha ng sangkaterbang mandirigma.