Josh held me tight and gave a long kiss. For some reason the kiss seemed so beautiful but on the other side I could still taste the smoke from his mouth and... something seemed wrong. Pff, just continue to kiss him! I thought.
Suddenly his hands went through my hair vigorously and came down towards my thighs and up my short dress...
I opened my eyes and knew what was going on. I tried to push him back slowly but his arms were captivating my whole upper body. He was tighter now and tried to get higher up my dress, practically undressing me. I decided to let my thoughts out, no matter how embarassing it would be,
"Stop!" I tried to yell, but it came out as a mumble.
He continued kissing me, ignoring me. I knew he was doing this on purpose and suddenly felt very uncomfortable. I tried to push him.
"Come on girl" he mumbled sickly.
Ugh! I have to get off this perve now! I wiggled and pushed his arms the best I could but he continued kissing me all over my neck and I suddenly yelled with all my strength,
"Stop it!!"
He stopped for a split second and pulled me by the wrist towards the front of the house. He was heading towards the streets.
"Don't do that Josh! Stop it! Now!" I screamed
"Shut up" he spoke
I wiggled my wrist and tears started sliding down my cheek, when I heard Felicia's voice.
"Josh! Renee! What are you guys doing?" she shouted from the front door of the house. Suddenly her face went white. Somehow in the dark she must have seen my tears and my ruined makeup.
"Josh! You twit! I should have known! She yelled. Let her go!"
He let me go and I walked up to Felicia, my protector.
I turned my back to him and wished to never see him again.
"Go in the house Renee" I walked slowly towards the door, just realizing what had happened. I pretended to close the door behind me but left it mid open.
"I thought you changed" cried Felicia.
"Well seems like you don't think clearly these days do you? Smoking drugs, drinking" said Josh
"Uh. Come on Josh you know you're worse. You're such a scumbag. Go away!"
I heard foot steps coming towards me so I rushed further into the house and pretended everything was fine.
I couldn't believe all these things I felt, everything I heard. Felicia smokes drugs? What is this world I'm in to? I suddenly had this urge to see Cece and Chloe. I felt ashamed, scared and particularly lonely. I didn't actually know anyone here, everyone had hidden secrets. Dreadful secrets.
YOU ARE READING
Secrets
Fanfiction" There was a moment of silence. They were looking at eachother. Cece suddenly burst out: "Wow. Really?! So basically you just explained to us that you were living a painful, pathetic life by our side and that we're not popular enough for you so you...
