I opened my laptop that was sitting on my desk and checked the time: 11am.
Sitting in my PJs, I decided to check the internet. Worst freaking idea i've ever had (okay second- after that party last night).
I couldn't stop thinking about what happened, in fact, I don't think I properly slept after all that. The visions from last night were blurry but the voices were clear and stabbing me like knives, every time I thought about them.
I went on Facebook and I had 3 notifications and five messages! There was only one notification that startled me.
'Nina has tagged you in 2 photos.'
I clicked on it and recognised my dress, my shoes, my hair, my face. It was most certainly me and it was most certainly a picture of me at the party grinding up on the guy who almost took advantage of me...
I could feel a lump in my throat but the feeling became usual.
I skipped to the next picture. It was me with a drink in my hand acting like a complete fool.
2 comments.
'Damn Cas!' from Jeremy (ew)
and 'Who knew she was a lil party animal?? ;)' from Sam.
Dreading it, I checked my messages.
Two of them were from some horny boys asking me to hookup. Wow. That was a first for me. The next one was a message from my cousin and the couple left were from Cece and Chloe. My heart skipped a beat. I knew something bad was coming my way.
"Cece (45 min ago)
Please tell me this is some nasty joke... Have you seen the pictures??? What the heck???
(39 min ago)
Come on Cass answer!! I demand an explanation!!
(37 min ago)
Oh ok just ignore me! I thought u were my best friend! Oh wait WE thought u were our best friend!! Thats RIGHT Chloe knows too! Felicia?! ...How could u???"
"Chloe (39 min ago)
Cass... This is so uncomfortable... Listen, I know youre not awake. Probably been partying too hard huh?...
Look, Cece is blowing up my phone right now and shes probs doing it to your phone too.
Just please tell us whats happening."
I wish... What could I answer? They'd never forgive me after this. With tears streaming down and a shaky voice, I called Chloe.
"Cass!" she exclaimed, "Wtf??!" she suddenly whispered.
I tried my best to beat the lump in my throat and said:
"Chloe... Come"
"What?"
Unable to speak clearly and confident, I was only able to squeeze out three words before I hung up.
"Please, come over..."
I sat on my bed, squeezing the phone in my hand and staring at mid-air.
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Fiksi Penggemar" There was a moment of silence. They were looking at eachother. Cece suddenly burst out: "Wow. Really?! So basically you just explained to us that you were living a painful, pathetic life by our side and that we're not popular enough for you so you...