Time To Change

Chapter 21~ Kicking Stones And Imaginary Demons

I huff as I silently hike through the woods, walking with my hands in pockets and kicking leaves and pebbles as I go along. I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I've finally gotten my mate but something seems wrong, or just off I guess. As if something is going to happen and it's going to hurt us all. Maybe accepting Aiden into this whole thing was a mistake.

It feels like I'm losing my home. I love my new family. It just happened so fast, I went from an in-home recluse to suddenly having my little sister back and finding my mate in the matter of how long?

My wolf wines at me, wondering why I'm unhappy. I guess I could ask myself the same thing? I've gotten everything that I've wished for ever since I had to hide from everyone I loved back then. It hurt, so unimaginably much, so why is my heart still aching? What am I missing, what am I supposed to be doing?

I reach a small clearing, nothing special I sigh to myself as I collapse onto the ground, spreading myself out slowly gripping the soft, lush grass underneath me. Spring was always one of my favorite seasons, everything's alive, it always lifted my spirits, as if asking me to be happy with it, while it lasted then allowing me to go back to my sulking as summer fell onto the town, encasing the air with its stuffy blanket, suffocating everyone.

It's like an itch I can't freaking scratch, the knowledge of how to make everything feel right being on the edge of my tongue, but it sticks there and never shows itself. Growling I sit up and look to my left, where the stupid demon that's throwing my emotions and family around sits against a tree with a shit eating grin plastered to his face.

"What the hell do you want now? Haven't you bothered me enough without telling me what you even are doing here- truly doing here I mean, not just the half assed excuse you gave the rest of them so their compassion kicked in and adopted the poor old stray dog, or demon I should say" I growled out, frustrated and not wanting to be bothered.

"But I'm just checking up on our poor old Alpha here - if you could even be called that, he'll knows you are to done anything to prove your a true alpha, you've sat on your ass and played with your little mate while your little sister still believes little me can do no bad, that I'm just looking for a home, and acceptance" he says, annoyingly might I add.

"You've obviously over stayed your welcome, now why don't you get the hell out of here and stay out of our lives, or I could forcefully kick you out l, either way would make me bursting with happiness" I said laying back down deciding he's not worth the effort today, I'm just too damned tired for having to deal with his attitude and unknown agenda right now.

I hear the grass crinkle as he walks over, all the while I'm growling lowly out of irritation, and sits his smug little butt down a foot away from me, he thinks hes just the best doesn't he? God help me if he tries to start anything. But in the other hand I don't have the energy to deal with his shit right now. I give up, getting up and brushing myself and continuing down the path, still walking in the opposite direction of the house, because I really don't want to go back there and act like everything is fine- because it's not. And if I went back now, Nixon and Akira would know.

I hear slow footfalls behind me, my face heating up in anger.

"Would you go shove a stick up your ass or something and leave me alone for one second, yeah that'd be appreciated. But I highly doubt that your actually going to listen to me for once so just get it over with and tell me what you want and get it over with so I can ignore you faster and you leave me alone to do whatever the hell I want without you following me and making noise when all I want is some peace and quiet to think." I mutter kicking a reasonable large pebble, that bounces off a tree trunk and dissappearing into the woods, finally stopping and turning around.

I turn around to see him with a grin plastered to his face, a maniacal gleam in his eyes, like he knows something I don't.

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