Time To Change

Chapter 11 ~ Avoiding Sucks

I wake up with my arms still wrapped around the smaller man that's still on top of me, head buried in the crook of my neck, softly snoring. I feel pressure on each of my shoulders and see his hands gripping onto my tightly. God why is he so cute when he sleeps. *Kawaiiii! * my dumbass of a wolf yells inside of my head. Chuckling at my wolf, I debate on whether I should wake him up to go eat. On second thought I get an idea that would be easier to get him to go downstairs and who doesn't want to carry their sleeping mate around. With him being in the same position as when we went to sleep, I easily got up and made sure he was in a comfortable looking position.

Walking down the stairs with a still sleeping Nixon, I could hear Kira in the kitchen singing to music playing on the TV. I quickly shush her, walking into the kitchen and motioned to Nixon. Giggling she quickly made breakfast for us and sat it on the table.

Smelling breakfast, Nixon slowly started to wake up, groggily lifting his head from my shoulder, looking around eyes catching the food on the table, smiling he hugged me laughing and turned around on my lap but not getting off. Shoveling his food I laughed and ate mine the best I could with him in my lap. Akira St across from us. I could see Nixons arms had caught her attention, glaring at her, I gave her a look that told her to ignore it, getting the message, she looked at me again.

"So I've been meaning to ask you this. Is there any specific reason your such a tiny pup, because I know it's not in the genes, because my wolf is huge... " I got quiet, realizing I should not have brang up my wolf around Nix, knowing he will get curious and want to see me in wolf form. Fawk.

Realizing what I was thinking, Akira quickly responded " well not all of us are born Alphas. Your rare and I'm over here with runt status, yayy more beatings for me. But hey if they hadn't blamed you for our parents deaths, you would've been next Alpha. Then I'm sitting over here being the little runt I am. Why my wolf won't grow up, I don't know, I wanted to ask you, being the wise old wolf you are, if there's any way you know of to make your wolf grow." she said with hope in her eyes.. I can think of only one thing that would help her wolf grow and I don't know if it's a very reliable thing. Nix then looked up at me with wonder in his eyes.

"So I still don't know how you hid your scent from me. Then you and Akira are talking about being a natural born alpha and all but I have no clue who you are where you're from or who your wolf is! I'm so curious but my wolf is giving me the feeling that I don't want to know!" he said is such confusion I just wanted to hug him and never let go. Akira's eyes got wide and she jumped up saying something about not being a part of this conversation and went outside, shifting and laying in the sun. Coward. Nixon seeing Akira layed out in the sun jumped up grabbing my hand, leading me outside and stripped out of his clothes, trying not to look down I watched him with curiosity. Shifting he hung his tounge out the side of his mouth and layed beside Akira, looking at me expectantly. Knowing I couldn't shift, I stripped off my shirt and layed down beside him, closing my eyes. I heard a woof come from beside me then looked up into his confused eyes. Fuck quick think of an excuse.

Smirking, trying to play it as if it were the most normal thing ever, I explained to him "my wolf got injured and it's easier for me to let him heal than to shift and injure us more." pretty okay for a last minute bullshit. Nodding he layed his head down in my lap closing his eyes and relaxing. God, it's been four days since my last shift and my wolf is slowly getting stronger, trying to get out. What in the world am I going to do. The thing I do know is it has to be soon, or else shit is going to hit the fan soon..