I Won't Give Up (Ziam & Zarry)

Chapter 8

Again I am SOOOO sorry! I hope you like this!! I think this is quite crappy due to the fact that I am exauhsted and I rushed to get this done so I could get this uploaded for you. ANYWHO!

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Louis listened to the conversation going on outside of his window;

"I was wondering if... Maybe we could move out, and into our own flat?" Liam said questionably.

"Okay."

"Okay?" Liam asked.

"Okay." Zayn replied.

"Okay!" Liam nearly shouted.

"Okay!" Zayn said enthused.

All Louis could think of was Harry. Despite the fact that Harry said he was getting over Zayn, he knew that it would hurt him finding this out.

"Look Louis, I'm sorry." Harry pleaded through the door but there was no answer.

"I didn't mean it, I was just upset..." Harry waited for a reply but there wasn't one.

"Okay, well you don't have to accept my apology, just know that I really am sorry, and I didn't mean anything I said." Harry began to walk away but stopped when he heard a door open behind him.

He turned around to find mess of a beautiful boy standing there.

"Louis.." Harry said before he ran to the boy and embraced him in as tight a hug as he could.

"I'm so sorry, I was just upset again about Zayn and I couldn't help it..." Harry whispered into the older boys ear.

"I swear I didn't mean any of it."

"It's okay Harry I know." Louis replied as his heart continued to sink deeper with every breath he took.

"Its just that... I think I'm growing feelings for you and I thought that maybe you were growing feelings for me too and that maybe you were getting over him but... I guess I was wrong. You will never want me the way you do him..." Louis said sadly and Harry pulled away from the hug.

'Oh shit. I just ruined everything.' Louis thought.

"That's not true Louis. I want you just as much as I want him. I am getting over him. I was upset about him earlier because he was being a jerk and I was just mad. That's all, I promise." Okay so maybe Harry lied but.. What's a little white lie?

"What did he do? Why was he a jerk to you?" Louis immediately freaked out, which Harry found slightly attractive.

"Nothing," Harry chuckled, " It doesn't matter."

"Okay..." Louis replied unsure.

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Liam and Zayn laid in their bead, both boys stripped down to just their boxers, Liam was curled into Zayn snoring slightly. Zayn found it adorable. He couldn't believe how lucky he was that a boy as caring, generous, thoughtful, sweet and beautiful as Liam would love him. And then Harry's face popped into his head.

Poor Harry. Zayn loved him, but he didn't know exactly what form that love was in. He loved being with Harry. He loved the way he lit up when he was singing, and how he got lost in the music. He loved his curls and his dimples and the way his smile always gradually grew bigger and bigger until it was suddenly the biggest, most intriguing and truthful smile you could ever find.

He decided he should probably go and talk to Harry, considering he had pretty much blown him off earlier.

He slowly crept out of the bed, careful not to wake his adorable sleeping boyfriend. And he successfully exited the room without being noticed.