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T.O.P ~ Life Lesson Part 3

 ~~~~ 6 months later ~~~~

It's been six months ever since Choi Seung Hyun and i had our moment at his house. But there was a slight problem. Well, i wouldn't call it a problem it was more of a blessing but it was a blessing that i wasn't ready for. 

~~ FLASHBACK~~

A week had passed by ever since i went to Seung Hyun's { T.O.P} house. Is was kind of weird because, i mean i lost my virginity with my professor,but anyway during that week i needed to get my period. In case you didn't know i keep track of my period , like i get my period the same day i get it every month. But i was suppose to get it 2 days ago, i know i'm not wrong , i was pretty sure. i was getting worried because we didn't use protection.  Also during that week i was getting really bad headaches , i would feel nauseous sometimes i would even vomit, i would also feel dizzy. i would get these symptoms that a pregnant women would get if she were to be pregnant. But i doubt that i'm pregnant, i can't be.

i was feeling like this for about another week . I called  Seung-hyun.

  ~~~~ PHONE CALL ~~~~  

    .....ring ring ring.....

Seung Hyun: Hello?

Me: hi 

Seung Hyun: Valeria?!?

Me:  yeah..uhm can you come with me to the clinic?

Seung hyun: of course... i'll be there in 10 

Valeria: thank you so much!!!

Seung Hyun: No problem

~~~~ END OF CALL ~~~~

Seung hyun had arrived. He gave a loud honk from outside of my house. I grabbed the over sized that laid on my couch, it was Seung hyun's sweater. i walked out of the house closing it and locked it. i reached the car and got in and closed the door beside me,as he drove off. As he was driving he attacked me questions without leaving his eye sight off the road.

''why do you need to go to the clinic for? Are you feeling okay? are you sick? are you feeling pain anywhere in body? A scale from 1 through 10 how much pain are- ?'' before he was able to finish his sentence i cut him off as i chuckled. It was funny seeing his worried face it made him look cute.

'' I'm not sick silly'' i said as i was chuckling 

'' Oh, you got me worried for a second'' he said as he pushed me gently to the side 

'' then why do you want to go to the clinic if your not sick?'' he asked. As he asked that question i stayed quite for a moment thinking and asking myself questions.

should i tell him why? should i tell him that i'm going for a pregnancy test? What if i tell him and decides to leave me after this? Wait why am i overthinking too much, i don't even know if the pain that i've been feeling this week is from pregnancy. i'll just tell him, although i felt a little weird telling him. Whatever, i'll just tell him.

 ''i wanted to come because i'm going to do a pregnancy test, i want to make sure if i am or not. i want the doctor to run some tests'' i was getting scared of what he was going to say. As soon as i turned around to see him into his eyes, they glowed full of joy.

'' I'm going to be a FATHER'' he said excitedly keeping a big smile on his face 

'' Hold on'' Suddenly stopping him '' i don't even know if i am'' his smile then turned into a frown

~~~~ MINI TIME SKIP ~~~~

''Congratulations'' the nurse said as we where coming out of the patients room. i saw Seung Hyung rise quickly running towards me and the nurse as he locked hands with mine.

'' So?, whats the news... Am i going to be a father?'' he said impatient. I nodded my head up and down, as a yes.

He let go of my hand unlocking it and pecked my lips over and over, he then lifted me up swinging me around inside the waiting room, i just saw the nurse laughing from his expression.

'' Congrats to you both'' she said once again 

'' Thank you'' he said with a big smile on his face.

~~~~ END OF FLASHBACK ~~~~

Coming back from my ultrasound I walked into class heading to my seat,people smiled at me and still wondering who the father was. Students would ask me once in a while,but obviously i wouldn't tell them exactly who it was. It's actually really hard to keep our distance in school, we've been keeping this secret for 6 months. The only time i get to see is either during break,when no one is around or after school. 

~~~~~~~~~

About an hour had past by, class was about to be over. He started explaining the homework, as he was passing it out. Once he was getting closer to my table he gave me the worksheet and we locked eyes with each other for a few seconds. I felt my cheeks turning red, he smiled and i smiled back, luckily nobody saw. 

Students started packing their things,a few seconds later the bell had rang. People flicked themselves out of the class. I always wait for him after school to talk and be with him,but their were a few more students in class. I was packing up slowly , not too slow though just to wait for the rest of the students to leave.  A few minutes later they were all gone. 

" Finally... It' s just the two of us" as he was walking towards me

" Yup... I've been waiting for the past few minutes" i chuckled 

He came closer at me as i felt his embrace. It just felt right having him close to me, i would get many feelings when i'm around his muscular arms.

" So? How is she" as he placed his hand on my stomach

" She's fine, a lot of kicking though" 

" Did u go to the ultrasound??" He asked 

" yes i did" i reached my hand in my handbag and handed him the picture 

" she's beautiful , just like her mother" he said " i just want to carry her, have her in my arms, and us being together in one house happy" 

~~~~ TIME SKIP ~~~~

"Ahhhhh!!!!!!" yelling at the top of my lungs 

" BREATH... BREATH ... Its okay i'm here" 

I never felt so much pain in my life. Within each push i gripped his hand harder and harder, i felt like if i was going to break his hand sooner or later. Doctors and nurses surronded me telling me to calm down and breath. 

"Just a little bit more" one of the nurses said 

" Ahhhhhh...." 

"We can see the head, keep pushing,just one last push" they said. Doing my last push i heard a baby crying, it was music to my ears

" It's a baby girl" the nurse said while cutting the birth cord. I turned to see Seung-hyun and gave him a big smile. When the nurse was done cleaning our little girl,she walked towards me and handed her to my arms. 

"She's even more beautiful in person" i saw a tear drop rolling down his cheek 

"What should we name her" i asked 

"How about... Choi Sarang " 

" it sounds perfect" i said, as tears rolled down my cheeks.