EIGHTEEN|h.e.s.

Chapter 10: Loving Someone Else

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It's been a few days after me and Harry last seen each other from the cliff and surely the boys were partying those last few days before they leave after my graduation.

And those few days were kinda great. Me and Luke were always texting and calling, since him and his family were away before graduation and they'll be coming back the day before.

Sophia and Liam were making the time of their lives going on dates and be all lovey-dovey, it makes me sick. Ugh.

And as for me, those few days were me keeping to myself in my room watching Netflix and eating Nutella and Ben and Jerry's.

I felt my phone vibrate under my leg and I take it and opened the text message.

Unknown: Hey. -H

I furrowed my brows. Who is this? And 'H' ? Really? What is this, Pretty Little Liars?

Me: who's this?

Unknown: I miss you..

Me: uh. I don't know you...

Me: who are you?

Me: heyy.. hello?

Unknown: you don't need to find out

Me: uhh. Yes, I do cuz you're texting me and I should know who you are.

Me: hello?

I waited for his reply, but he didn't reply back. So I put my phone on the night stand and continue watching, but I haven't even pressed the play button when my phone rang again.

I groaned, but reached for my phone again. I didn't bother to see who was calling as I answered it.

"Auden!" a high pitched voice called out and I need to move my phone away from my ear because of the sound.

"Sophia, could you stop doing that?! You're gonna get me go deaf, woman!" I yelled over the phone.

"Sorry." She sheepishly said, I rolled my eyes.

I sighed, "so, what up?" I asked, eager to go back to watching my movie.

"Oh. I was just calling to know how you were," she giggled and I groaned.

"Well, I'm okay here. Now, what do you really want?" I asked.

She sighed and there is something in the background talking. Curious, I asked.

"Oh. It's just the boys in their flat." She said.

"Whose flat?" Wanting to know and go there since I haven't seen them for a passed couple days, except my brother and Sophia.

"Louis's and Harry's flat. We're gonna watch a movie." She said, I bolt up from my laying position, sitting up.

"What? Can I join? I miss you guys..." I trailed off.

"What?" She laughs, "of course, just bring me those brownies that you baked yesterday." She said, I furrowed my brows and about to ask how she knew about that, when she cut me off.

"Liam. He told me." She tells.

"Okay. Don't start until I get there!" I told her, gathering my phone and hoodie before exiting my room and grabbing the brownies, placing them in a paper bag and started walking to their flat.

"Okay, bye."

"Bye." I hung up.

Louis and Harry's flat wasn't that far from my house, just 10 minutes to be exact.

I don't care that I will be seeing Harry there. I know that I said that I will be moving on from him and Luke will help me with that, but I still can't help my feelings for him.

We are both with the same age 18, he started going to college at a young age, he's smart.

I really liked Harry. I fell for his charms. Those cute dimples every time he smiles, his curly hair, his lips, those tattoos all around him and the way his voice sound- I love it- I love him.

I love Harry Styles.

For a long ass time and I hate myself that I couldn't tell him. Because I know that I might end up like his past girlfriends.

I haven't realized that I was infront of the building to their flat, when someone went pass through me, bumping me at the same time.

"Hey!" He didn't bother to turn around to apologise and just went inside the building.

I rolled my eyes, but carry on walking to their flat. I reached to their door, hearing shouts and laughter inside.

I fist my hand and raised and knock them on the door. Not a single second passed, the door opened, revealing a British Pakistanis boy.

He smiled, "hey.." I smiled back.

"Hey, Zayn. How are you? I missed you." I hugged him, tiptoeing from his tall height.

"I missed you too, Aud. I'm okay." He says, hugging me back.

"Hey, Zayn. Who's at the do-" he stopped himself and his eyes slightly darkened, seeing our position.

We pulled away and we turned to him. I pursed my lips and Zayn walked up to him, then whispered something in his ear.

He nodded and they smiled at each other before turning to me.

"I'll be in the living room, Haz." Zayn said, then looked at me, "Auden." I nod and he left.

Me and Harry were silent for a while, the awkwardness surrounding us. I cleared my throat and looked at him, he was already looking at me.

I felt blood rise up my face and it is a good thing my skin was not that pale that could easily see the blush.

"Um. Here." I lifted the paper bag with the brownies in it. "Brownies. Just made them yesterday."

He smiled, but not reaching his eyes.

"Come in, Aud." I nodded and he stepped aside, leaving a space for me to walk through.

"Thanks." I smiled and walked in.

"So, how are you?" He asked as we walk down toward their living room.
I shrugged.

"Fine. I guess." I said, slightly swaying the paper bag. He nodded.

We were silent again. How long does this hallway is?! Fuck. Can't take the awkward silence anymore.

"Harry...." I trailed off, stopping on my tracks. He stopped and turned to me, a questioning look on his face.

"Auden?" He took a step closer to me.

"I'm sorry for snapping at you at the cliff a few days ago." I hung my head low and clenched my fists.

"It's alright, Auden. I was being a jerk that day, because I broke up with Cloe." He said and I snap my head at him.

"You broke up?" He nodded.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because..." he trailed off, looking away from my eyes.

"Because what, Styles?" I asked again, eager to know what his explanation is.

He looked at me with a strange emotion that I could not quite understand. He raised his hand and tuck a loose strand of hair behind my ear.

"Because, I have been loving someone else."