{The Deal} {Exo Kai}

In school.

*You're feeling100% Depressed *

It has officially been a day since your emotional breakdown. What's worse is the fact that your parents could not understand you at all. They said you are a hopeless crybaby. They said mean things such as you are making unreasonable demands of concern from them. They said you should really grow up for once and stop being a huge burden to them. You know their harsh words were a result of being overly stressed about their jobs.

But.

Yes, But.

In an adult's eyes they will forever think of your life as a Paradise, one that don't have a single speck of darkness. They think of your life as blissful, as perfect and unstressed as it seem to be.

Maybe. They have the childhood everybody dreamt to have.

(Your POV) (Shane)

I started my day's journey a little earlier today. I'm not in any mood to talk to anybody. My face seem as irritated as what it is really inside me. I look at everyone that is smiling happily around me in the bus and a sense of loneliness crept up to me. I felt left out. I ignored the feeling and tried to distract myself by looking outside the windows. I pretended that I was enjoying the view. The bus continued to make its way towards my school.

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I got off the bus before anybody could and brisk-walked to school quickly. I really do not want to have another taste of loneliness among the crowds of students laughing and chatting happily on their way to school.

While walking on the stairs, the usual bullies appeared. They looked at me with a kind of humiliation that gave me an urge to punch them right in their face. They jeered at me like I was the biggest laughing stock in school. I clenched my fist throughout as I tried to ignore them but I swear they were irritating as hell. They started to make fun of me, "Look at that angry little cry baby", Tears were at the brim of my eyes as I tried to hold them back. They started to laugh hysterically. I quickened my steps and their laughter began to turn into a faint one as the distance between us grew.

As much as I did not wish to notice, the moment I stepped into the classroom, my attention immediately landed onto the charming boy who broke my heart (not) deliberately but because of my one-sided crush on him. It left my heart broken for the terribly long time and I am still not sure if my heart has been mended fully. I looked down and stared at the floor as I headed towards my seat, while lifting my head occasionally in search of my once best friend when I recalled we were no longer best friends like we used to be. Not even friends. I really wish I can accept the reality quickly. I do not want to be reminded of the fact that I am a loner every now and then.

In the corner of my eyes, I saw her flirting with some of the so-called good-looking and hot guys. They were even having skin-contact. My ex-best friend then notice me staring at her. She glared at me and rolled her eyes before turning to whisper to another girl. They were giggling. Probably some ridiculous lame jokes about the clothes I have worn today, or something about my hair, bag or whatever. I felt so tensed-up and uncomfortable despite repeatedly telling myself that I no longer cared.

Like who won't not care.

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Lunch hour arrived after the seemingly endless classes. I was so alone with generally no friends at all. As a result of my ex-best friend's fabulous rumours, it seemed like all the girls have something against me, even though I don't even know 90% of them. She is now on so-called close relations with the school's Queenka, Ivy. An absolutely hot, rich and popular girl with tons of drones following behind. That sort who is everybody's favourite person, because getting her attention is like getting a free ticket to being part of the popular clique. From what I have heard, my ex-best friend is now the Vice-President of their so-called popular group and is the best-liked of that Queenka.

I bought my food from the canteen stall and carried my tray to an empty seat.

"Hey Bitch...." some girls who were drones of Ivy said to me as it seems that I have entered their "territory" by accident.

"Get off, this is our Territory, if you don't, you know what you will get", she barked at me like a dog. (In my opinion I would add)

I decided not to argue with her so I lifted my tray and stood up from my seat.

As I was about to lift my foot off the ground and walk away. something glittery and shiny came in my way causing me to trip. I fell forward and my face landed flat on the floor. My tray flew out of my hand beyond my grasp and the contents on my tray spilled on the floor. 

My lunch is once again destroyed. This is not the first time.

"Such a stupid and clumsy girl, couldn't even stand properly" somebody said and a bunch of laughter came after that. I felt a crowd forming around me. I tried to stand up but as soon as I did, a tight slap struck across my face. It stung, like hell. Tears welled up in my eyes and my cheeks were already flushing hot from both the anger boiling deep in me and the humiliation. I pushed the crowd away and ran away as fast as my legs could carry me even though my body hurts terribly from the impact of the fall.

I just wanted to run away. Away from from all the drama.

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I stopped at an empty area near a secluded staircase in my school, panting hard.

When will life like this.... even end?

Is this fated? To live in hell.

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So basically Chapter 2 ended.

I apologise for any grammar and vocabulary mistakes. *bows 90 degree* ^_^

ILoveYou all. Goodbyeeee.

Le Jiaru.