Special Feels. ♡

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I almost died from thinking so much....

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(Your POV) Shane

What the f have just happened? Did..did.. our lips just touched?

He backed away, looking at me with a smirk. Again? Don't he ever gets tired of smirking.... or even aching.. whatever...

He looked more than satisfied at my tensed-up expression.

I can feel my blood boiling at the sight of his face. I have never felt so humiliated in my life: especially by a guy. Correction: A HOT guy. What to expect. I clenched my sweating fists together, trying to squeeze away all my anger. Hoping they will evaporate with the sweat.

It is only now then I realise how quiet the class was. 

I didn't realised that everybody's eye were on me and Jongin.

It was.... sooo.... weird. Why are they staring like that....

"Why..." "*shhshsh* they kissed" I heard them say.

So... they.... they saw everything! How could this happen. Wrong time, wrong place. A surge of frustration filled me. I tried to hold my anger back, fear of it leaking and making a huge scene. Which will lead to me being hated even more. NO WAY!

This deal. I have sacrificed so much for. My lips, getting humiliated and my dignity. It ain't gonna end like this. In just a total of 5minutes?! 

I quickly swallowed my anger.

Just then, I realised that the girls around me were whining some.... things.... Unpleasant things about me....

"Who does she think she is? A slut? Seducer? Oh please, where is her curves. Look at mine."

"Jongin oppa why are you with her she's a bitch! Don't get hypnotised!".

My ex-bestfriend said, "cheap slut" in a sarcastic manner.

I felt so upset that unknowingly, tears started to stream down my cheeks. The tears were warm, filled with emotions that I have bottled inside me for so long.. I finally let them out. I simply stood there, letting the tears fall. I seem to forget how to move my feet. I am lost in my own thoughts. I stoned there. Indifferent except for the tears flowing...

"Omg she is crying! What a cry-baby!"

"Yeah baby aww sooooo sad"

"Ha! She deserved it for being a bitch!"

"She is a bitch"

"I know right.."

"Attention seeker awww why. poor thing. is there something wronggg?"

And the jeering goes on.

Suddenly, a girl screamed,

"OPPA NOOOO!!!"

From the corner of my eyes I noticed Kim Jongin walking towards me... he had risen from his seat. He grabbed my arm tightly and dragged (literally) me out of the class. Running at extreme high speeds that I found it hard to catch-up.

"Slow down, I am tired..."

He didn't stop and continued with his running until.. until we reached a hidden corner of the school.. the secluded staircase.

He didn't notice a step and tripped. As he tried to regain his balance, his weight fell on me, throwing me against the wall. He then placed his hands on the wall to maintain balance, trapping me in between his arms. I stood right in front of his broad chest and stared right into his eyes. We stared at each other for a few seconds until I looked away. To my astonishment, He tilted my head, once again causing me to stare right into his eyes.

Those EYEs..

I swear you would get lost in them. I thought as I swallowed hard.

He used his thumb to caress my cheek gently. Wiping off the dried tears. 

Jongin's POV

I gently rub off the dried tears on her face. I realised she looked very fragile and weak, a totally different person from earlier.  

She has the most beautiful pair of eyes. I just wanted more of it, that was why I tilted her head towards me again when she broke eye contact.

Wait. What was I thinking? This is the first time.. FIRST TIME in my life that a thought like this had actually ran through my head. The fact that I am even feeling sorry for and actually praising a girl.

I had been a player all my life. I had tonnes of experiences with girls, different types of girls to be exact.  

To me, Girls are noisy and tiresome creatures. They always make a big deal out of the smallest matters.

I guess she was just different from the rest.

So no big deal I guess.

.

.

.

We had already broken eye-contact because she is staring at the floor.

I realised my arms were still trapping her from going anywhere.

It was extremely awkward.

Just then I told myself that I have to maintain my image by looking cool. No way am I going to let her think that I have thought of her as special.

"Enjoying it aren't you?" I said before smirking at her.

Your POV

His arms.... still trapping me. I didn't enjoyed it I wanted to push him away but he seems to be too lost in his own thoughts.

I tried to avoid skin-contact with him at all cost.

He kept on staring into my eyes, not-wanting to break eye-contact. I took a peak and realised that he was still staring even after I look down at the floor. Guess it wasn't intentional (by him) that we made eye-contact.

I don't know why but a tiny bit of me felt disappointed.

"Enjoying it aren't you?" he smirked at me, breaking my train of thoughts.

"Wtf?" I thought.

I pushed him off. Easily and he seems to be startled by my sudden action.

"humph." I smirked at him this time and walked off. Leaving him slightly dumbfounded, looking at me with confused eyes.

I felt so pleased with myself.

Shane-1

Jongin-0

But, something, something tells me that.. something will happen.. gosh what am I saying...

Jongin's POV

What is wrong with me.. What.. just happened?

She left my arms, my touch?

I don't know why but a part of me felt empty....

Why. Why do I felt like as if she needs me...

First day of school, falling for a girl... What could be worse than that?

My record cannot be broken..

Aish...

---END---/////----OF----/////---CHAPTER-----

Nearly died from thinking so much... No jokes.

This is one of the chapter that builds up the climax, so yeah not too so interesting

Quote from the author: "Feelings cannot be suppressed, once you do, it will come even stronger than before.".

And that makes it a hint for the next chapter.

I apologise for any grammar or spelling mistakes I check my work but i uses phone and might missed them out.

Saranghae-yo

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