{The Deal} {Exo Kai}

Lost.

Warning// Very Emotional. 

(Don't worry this is just Chapter1 an intro) Please reead. :) You may skip if you want actually :)

Lost.

That's where I'm.

Lost. It was a knife-stabbing type of pain. It a pain that could last longer than anything. You feel suffocated. Unable to breathe. You feel like digging your hearts out and throwing them aside. But you couldn't. For the sake of living and the fear of dying. You wanted to cry but nothing came out. It just nothing at all. You want to hide you feelings but you can't. You blush whenever you are around him. Your hands turned cold and you tremble. You couldn't help it. You tried to  stabilise yourself but your cheeks turned hot. Hot. Very Hot. The extremity is as much as the fear of lost. You can't seem to do anything. That's just where... you got lost into a world of pain and suffocation.

Why is it so painful?

Your gaze reached upon a Blade, staring straight at you. You suddenly feel an urge to use it to release your pain. But then something rang in your head telling you never to. Reminding you that there are people who still love you. The other voice protested and said you were never loved. Your mind came to battle and it is driving you crazy. 

In a rage, you stormed out of the room in a huff.

You grab your earpiece and your iPod and headed down for a walk.

You walked to the place where your parents used to bring you. As you walked, memories replayed around you. Your eyes are in tears. You glance at a stray cat nearby sleeping peacefully. You wished you were that cat.

Splatter.

Raindrops fell and landed on your face. Your day darkened immediately upon the dark sky and drops. You couldn't deny the fact that you like it and you felt pitied for.

You felt unloved. Nobody gives a fuck about what you think. They say they understand but they don't and never will. Tears streamed....down your cheeks like running tap water.

in that lost world. Hopelessly looking for help.

"Emotions, forever in my heart. Goodbye.".

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End of 1st Chapter. I apologise for any grammar or spelling mistakes. Updated on: [17/09/13] Updating again soon. Thanks for reading! :>

Quote of the Chapter from me: "A broken heart bleeds tears."  

―Steve Moraboli

And that's all.  :>

Le Jiaru.