All To Myself BoyxBoy

Chapter 7

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*Eric's POV*

'I think I'm gay.'

The thought bounced around my head, the second I woke up.

Xnader laid there, sleeping in my softly in my arms.

I knew this was wrong, but I couldn't stop myself.

This can't go any further.

Gwtting out of bed and silencing the alarm clock, I woke Xander up and headed to the bathroom to take a shower.

I can't be gay. I like girls!

I sat back in the shower and let everything over take me.

Why did he mean so much to me? What was it about him that did this to me?

Sighing, I got out of the shower, put on some clothes and walked to the living room.

Xander was sitting on the couch, eating some cereal. I watched him finish, then walk to the kitchen to rinse out his bowl, before I started walking towards him.

“Its now or never” Eric. I told myself “I need to know now!”

Standing in front of him, he looked up at me with a confused look glued to his face.

This is it, just do it!

I couldn't stop shaking, was I really about to do this?

Xander stood there, eyes wide as our faces were just inches apart.

Then, before I could change my mind, I pushed my lips against his.

A slight gasp left his mouth, but was completely replaced by his tongue sliding againt mine and his body leaning into me.

Wrapping my arms around him, I hadn't expected this feeling.

My body simply acted on its own.

Pushing my tounge against his and removing any gap there ws between us, I felt like my legs would give out on me at any minute.

Nothing seemed to exsist anymore, just me, and him.

Pushing himself away from me, Xander looked up at me blushing.

“That was...unexpecte-”

I didn't let him finish his sentence.

I needed to feel his lips on mine again.

My whole body started to tremble as he wrapped his arms around me.

I'm kissing him! Not just once, but twice! I can't believe I'm doing this!

“NO!”

The words left my mouth before I could stop them.

Shoving him away a little to hard, he landed on the floor, then looked up at me.

“What the hell?!?” He demanded, getting back up.

“I'm. Not. Gay!”

The words held more venom then I intended.

Turning around and leaving the room, I left him there, and hurried out to my car.

What the fuck was I doing?!? I just kissed him! A guy!

Starting the engine and driving off to school, I arrived sooner than I expected.

Sitting in my car and trying to force what just happened out of my head, I punched the horn of my car and cursed myself for being so stupid.