I Still Love You Even If the Whole World Against Our Love [UNDER REVISION]

SPECIAL CHAPTER

Takes Your Breath Away

An Ziyan walked hastily through the long hallway. It was just another busy day for the young president, and earlier this morning Xian Er informed him that he needed to meet his client in a famous coffee longue in a the largest mall in the city. The reason why he was such in the rush because he still had another schedule to catch up after this.

When the young president stepped through the longue’s entrance, he kept held his chin high. His perfect appearance, magnificent aura and arrogant attitude immediately made him as the centre of the attention. Girls were dreaming to be in his arms. Boys were dreaming to be him. But still, he wasn’t even paying them any attention. He still walked confidently to the lounge’s VIP area.

The man’s paces only slowed down when his eyes caught something in one corner of VIP area. In a table, there were two men sat facing each other. They had smiles on their faces. They eyes locked in passionate stares as if no one else existed around them and nothing else mattered. Their hands intertwined where one’s was caressing the other’s slowly and gently. They were in their own world that only contain with happiness.

An Ziyan’s heart dropped. It was falling to the ground and shattered into pieces. The hurt was unexplainable and unbearable. It was too much.

Eventhough they in such a crowded place, An Ziyan knew he would always find Mai Ding. No matter under any circumstances, his eyes would always follow Mai Ding. This time wasn’t an exception. Despite the distance, An Ziyan’s eyes still managed to find and recognize Mai Ding. He knew one of the guys who sat on the table was Mai Ding, and in front of Mai Ding was Zhang Luo—that bastard!

Nothing An Ziyan wanted to do at the moment aside from stormed forward and killed Zhang Luo his bare hand. How could he dare to touch Mai Ding?! He deserved the most painful murder for touching someone his. An Ziyan’s heart suffocated with jealousy and anger.

But then the more An Ziyan looked at them, the more he realized the happy smile that plastered on Mai Ding’s face. As hard as it was for him to admit, but indeed Mai Ding was happy with Zhang Luo.

Was Mai Ding ever that happy with he was with him? Because all he could remember was all Mai Ding’s complains for not treat him gentle enough, for not loved him proper enough and for not dated him romantic enough.

An Ziyan’s jealousy and anger now began overpowered by another feeling. It was scare. An Ziyan was scared. Did Mai Ding finally find someone better than him? Was he going to leave him?

Something in An Ziyan’s chest felt like being ripped apart. He didn’t know that losing Mai Ding could be hurt him this much.

“Sir, are you okay?” His personal assistant who followed him behind asked him worriedly.

An Ziyan didn’t say anything. He didn’t know what to say. How could he be okay when the love of his life about being snatching away from him, anyway?

With the wounded heart that still bleeding freshly, An Ziyan turned his body and leave that place. He needed a space. He needed a time for himself. He was no longer care for the meeting. His head was filled with the image of losing Mai Ding to someone who would be able to make him happy more than An Ziyan could.

And it was hurting him in every ways possible.

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“Hah!!!”

An Ziyan jumped from his sleep and immediately sat down on the bed. All over his body was bathed in sweats. He was panting so bad.

He was having a nightmare, a nightmare where he was losing Mai Ding to Zhang Luo.

When his labored breathing finally calmed down after awhile, An Ziyan glanced at Mai  Ding. It was barely 2 A.M and Mai Ding was still sleeping soundly beside him.

An Ziyan sighed heavily. It was just a mere bad dream but he didn’t understand why it felt so real. He clutched on his chest where his heart supposed to be and felt that the hurt still lingered there. It was beating erratically, but it wasn’t because he was excited. It was because he scared.

An Ziyan was scared of losing Mai Ding.

Sometimes… An Ziyan thought Mai Ding was being unfair. Just because An Ziyan didn’t treat him sweetly all the time then it meant that An Ziyan didn’t love him enough. How wrong Mai Ding was… If only that stupid lover of his knew he practically had An Ziyan wrapped around his little finger.

Sometimes An Ziyan also thought that Mai Ding didn’t love him as much as he loved Mai Ding. Mai Ding didn’t have enough faith on him, always comparing him with others and complaining all the time.

An Ziyan groaned. Mai Ding was indeed being unfair. Just like right now, when An Ziyan woke up in the middle of night because a nightmare about to losing him, Mai Ding was still sleeping peacefully as if nothing wrong happened around him.

Still feeling upset, An Ziyan grabbed Mai Ding’s face so his lover was facing him. Didn’t care that Mai Ding still in his deep slumber, An Ziyan leaned down and kissed Mai Ding forcefully. A kiss that so long, so deep and so hard. An Ziyan needed to make Mai Ding felt the frustration just like what he feels right now so it could be fair enough for both of them.

“Hmph! Hmph! Hmph”

An Ziyan could feel Mai Ding woke up and began to struggle in his arms. In the middle of the kiss, Mai Ding was punching on everywhere from An Ziyan’s shoulder, chest and jaw. He was in panic attack and he started to losing his breath because of An Ziyan’s long kiss.

When finally An Ziyan let him go, Mai Ding was in panting mess. His chest was moved up and down quickly, trying to inhales the air and filled the lacked oxygen on his chest.

An Ziyan looked at him expressionless.

“An Ziyan, you bastard!!! Are you finally boring of me and planned to kill me in my sleep?! If that so, just say it. Don’t be such a coward.”

An Ziyan rolled his eyes. See?! Even after he kissed Mai Ding, his lover still accused him for being wanted to kill him. Mai Ding really had so little faith on him. Gritted his teeth, An Ziyan strangled Mai Ding to his chest.

“Yes, I wanna kill you so bad. After you died, I’ll kill myself and hunt you down to the heaven. If I can’t find you there, I’ll search for you in hell. Anywhere…. I don’t fucking care. I’ll just follow you, so don’t ever think that you can runaway from me.” An Ziyan said furiously.

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