bittersweet

Cupid of the Sea of Lovers

Please let me love,
For I am nothing,
That wants,
Just to be something,
I'll find my place,
I'll leave you alone,
But after I lose myself,
In the only way I can.

I just want to love,
I want to love you,
In the sea of people,
Of lovers all around,
Shall I be the only one,
Lost at sea,
To never be found?

Shall I never love,
Feel,
Have something to hold onto,
Shall I be forever alone,
With no one to love,
Because I guess I'll be okay,
I've always been alone.

Lately,
I've been feeling this,
Baby,
I've been feeling lonely,
Honey,
I need love,
But I guess there's none for me.
I shall be the outcast,
Of the sea of lovers,
With all the hearts around,
With all the hugs and kisses,
Xs and Os.

I guess I'll play cupid,
Putting two and two together,
They never said that cupid loved,
But gave love to others,
Instead of receiving.

I guess I'll play a trick,
With cupid and his stick,
I'll just feel the numbness,
From the arrow,
Point the aim at myself,
Put it through my bones.

For I am nothing,
And always be,
The cupid in the sea of lovers,
With no one to love,
Because I gave everyone their own love.