bittersweet

fog

you fog up my mind

from thinking straight

then the sun's bright

it's glaring at eight.

you make me lose

sense of direction

and my too big shoes

make me trip with hesitation.

i get lost

in the thought

that our paths crossed

i know we fought

and now as i write

i see it wasn't just you

it wasn't just that night

it was me

running away

can't you see

i'm just in your way

let me go

and you will know

i was never meant to stay.

we were lost

and i was standing in your way

our love was explosive

it was mean to destroy us

we weren't mean to live

like that.

this bittersweet ending

of our murderous love

plays the beginning

of the fog clearing.

the moon shines bright

in this cold night

and i remember your arms wrapped around me

knowing

we were too blind to see

we strangled each other

over stupid topics

our love was like the weather.

unpredictable

happy as the sunny day we met

foggy as our fights

gloomy like our end but i know

(i know)

it was going to end one way or another

our lives will never cross with the other.

the whisper of your arms

are old memories

of a love that wasn't meant to be

and i keep myself warm

on the fire of life

and forget everything that 

gives the foggy memory of your eyes.