I wish I told you everything
But what if?
What if you turn?
What if you don't care?
What if you break my heart?I wish everything was simple
Like your smile
And your dimples
I want to turn the dial
To when I was five
And my only problem was being sleepy
And not my smile.I wish to go back
To when I took insults lightly
And don't have them stuck in my head
Nightly
I want to go back to when I smiled
And I meant it
To when crayons and candy
Was all I wanted
And not a different body.I wish it was simple
It never is
For these are memories
Fake ones in fact
I always took everything to heart
Until now I realize
They meant nothing since the start
And I memorized
The words
Called self respect
Self love
Not bragging
But simply
Excepting
Seeing
The world doesn't revolve around me
But me around the world
I'm only me
And I can't (won't) do anything to change it
I feel
If I do
I won't be really
Happy.I wish I wasn't
I've been their expectations
I've been their experiments
Their guinea pig
And I never want truly happy
Until now
I finally am seeingI wish I can sleep
Peacefully and deep
But all these thoughts
Keep crowding my mind
And song lyrics
Are easy to find
Especially to explainI wish
I was
I wish
I'm not
I wish
Upon the star
On the right
I wish I may
I wish I might
I wish I can see
The sky shine bright
I wish I see
All the days to come
I wish everything
In this world
Was not so dangerous
I wish
I was in the past
So I can be happy
Like the older lads
With memories
And reminisce
All the simple times
I wish it was simple
I wish....
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