Supernatural Imagines {ON HIATUS}

dean x reader ⇸ death

imagine... watching Dean die ( Season 9 episode 23)

Bonjour! I'm gonna start including songs that are cool to listen to with / relate to the imagine because immersion, am I right? Hope everyone enjoyed part two of Memory Cas! I'm pretty proud of it. Tell me what you think! Love you guys. Thanks for 25k+ reads!!! Never thought I would get this far!

I'll Be Good - Jaymes Young

(if you haven't finished season 9....spoilers)

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You were there that night. You were there when Metatron stabbed your true love in the heart. You saw everything clear as day, and you'd remember it that way forever. Sam was standing right next to you. You were frozen in shock just feet away from him, and you didn't move until his head collided with the cold concrete floor. You both ran to him, Metatron stepping back and smirking as hot tears streamed down you face at a rapid pace. Sam stared at Dean for a moment before running up and trying to end Metatron, but he had disappeared before he got the chance. You sat there still, your arms around Dean, who you could tell was slipping away. Sam sat back down, one hand on your back for comfort and one on Dean's shoulder. He took a bandanna and made him hold it to his wound. "You gotta get out of here before he comes back." Dean slurred. You shook your head "No, shut up, shut up, we're not going anywhere.." you could hardly string together a sentence without more tears transpiring. Sam shook his head as well "There has to be a spell..just-just save your energy, all right?" You added in "We'll-we'll stop the bleeding, we'll get you a doctor ... there has to be a spell." you repeated. Dean cupped your face in his hand with what energy he had left "Listen to me, it's better this way." you tilt your head in confusion "What?" you ask. " The mark, it's making me into something I don't want to be." Sam intervened "Don't worry about the mark, we'll figure out the mark later. Just hold on, okay. Y/N, give me some help" You both proceeded to lift Dean onto his feet, each of you supporting one side of him.

You walk a little until Dean stops. "Sam. Hold up. Hold up." He has fresh blood covering his lips and mouth...he can barely breathe. "I got to say something to you two." he continues. He starts leaning forward, but Sam holds him upright. "What?" Sam asks. Dean lulls around in Sammy's hand, and their eyes lock. "I'm proud of us." he sputters. Sam chokes up and nods. Dean looks past him and over to you. "I love you so much Y/N." you look into his fading green eyes, speechless. "You've made me a better man, and I hope I-" his eyes close. He falls into his brother's chest. Sam pushes him back up and holds his face. "No, no. Hey, hey, hey. Wake up, buddy." Dean is motionless. Tears pour from your eyes and Sam shakes him "Dean..Dean! DEAN!" He grasps his limp body with all the strength he had, sobbing into his shoulder. You knew this was Sam's moment, he probably needed this more than you. So you collapsed at Sam's feet, crying into your own hands. Both of your heart wrenching tears echoing in the warehouse.

Back at the bunker, Sam laid Dean on his bed. Although the blood had been washed away, his face was still covered in cuts, scrapes, and bruises. He still looked handsome as ever. You kissed his forehead, and turned to Sam, still teary. "If I had gotten there seconds earlier, I- I could've saved him." Sam saw the tears and pulled you into a comforting hug "We couldn't have done anything, Y/N." you cried into his chest, the tears never seemed to stop. You both exited the room and headed to the dungeon, where all of Dean's summoning spell ingredients laid on the floor, just as they were days before. Just as he'd left them.

Sam sighed. "Damn it, Crowley. You got him into this mess. You will get him out... or so help me, God."

The next morning, you went in to check on his body. He. Wasn't. There. In his place was a note.. "Let me go." You ran to Sam, the note slightly crumpled in your grasp.

I actually consulted the script for this one. So the lines said and things done actually happened in the show, I just had to edit it for an extra person. There is a part two, I just had to split it because it was all too long for one part.  They also split pretty nicely, because if you just want to end it here you don't have to read the next part, it's about Deanmon. Happy reading!