One in a billion

Chapter 12

Katniss
I sit on the large branch with my back proper up on the thick trunk of a willow tree that stands tall over a small creek deep in the back of a forest, I look up at the dark sky all the stars and the white milky pool some call the moon. Tears stain my cheeks and leave little splotches on my navy blue tank top, I drop my head and a rack of sobs escapes my mouth as I squint my eyes shut and run my hands through my hair.
How can one be so stupid, so selfish to hurt another as revenge but to only find out who the real victim is. It's not them, nor is it you its one another wanting to get inside the others head, wanting them to lust after you, pay attention to you. I've realized that jealousy is a pity's way to someone's head. And going after someone else to get to them isn't the answer, there is no answer to heartbreak, or as I so called revenge towards him. It's wrong and idiotic of one, that's why I'm sitting in a willow tree at 3 am trying to figure out what the heck am I going to do with my life, I can't keep going around hooking up with guys to make Peeta feel shameful.

Earlier that day -
I pick up my phone and text Jace ,
Hey if it's okay I'd like to come over for a bit since I have school tomorrow I wanted to chill -Kat
Um sure yeah I'll c u soon love - Jace
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As I pull into his drive way I see not one car but two, hoping it's his sister Isabelle I take the keys out of the ignition and walk up the wooden porch and ring the door bell and proceed to walk in, "I'm here" I shout. I set my purse and keys on the table and pace around the front hall waiting for him to come upstairs for a good solid 5 minutes, I decide to wonder downstairs were Jace's room lays. I open the door "Hey Ja-.." His head flys up and worry floods his face, draining of colour, as he is lying on top of short skinny redhead girl with pale freckled skin. "Katniss I - I can explain its just-" he stumbles off the bed over towards me "You son of a b**ch" I slap him as hard as I can across his face and furrow my eyebrows. "Why would you-" "Why the hell would you do this Jace?!" The short redhead screams "Oh so this little sewer rat was in this game to?!" I screech "No I uh . I can explain" he looks at her and I as if he was watching a ping pong game, back and forth , back and forth, "I think that's already been done you a** hole"
I fly up the stairs grab my pure and keys off the table. I'm walking down the porch as I tear escapes my eye, not because I'm sad but because I'm frustrated with all of these relationship problems. I see him tightening his belt and he runs down the steps shirtless, he waves his hands "Katniss, c'mon Katniss I'm sorry!" As I jump into my car and speed out of his drive way.