Fire and Ice (Blaze Seto x reader x Ice Seto)

Chapter Nineteen

Y/n pov

Warmth. That's the first thing I felt when I woke up. Something I haven't felt for what felt like years. No, not the burning feeling. But actual warmth, strait from the heart. I smiled softly, snuggling into it, wanting more. It never occurred to me where it was coming from, just that I loved it. Distantly, I realized someone was holding me, strong arms holding me close, but I was too drugged out on it to think about it. Moving slowly, they, whomever was holding me, stoked my hair, making the warmth, well, warmer. I was never really treated like this, held, cared for in general. Not since the accident, not since my mother passed. I stiffened slightly, the memory felt like thin needles being stabbed in your heart. The person held me closer, making a type of purring noise. I, enjoying this, smiling a little more, burying my head in their neck. Slowly, I opened my eyes, deciding to find out who this mysterious person was. I looked up, and shrieked. It was Ice. I suddenly realized that it could no other person, and thought about all the things he did. I shoved him away, more out of reflex than anything else. His expression looked as if he expected that, hell, he probably did! In a panicked state, I tried to scramble away in vain. Quickly, he grabbed my upper arm, pulling me closer to him. "You're gonna fall." He said. I didn't seem to here him, scratching at his pale hand, trying to jerk away. He didn't react, unaffected by my attack. Seeing that I wasn't going to stop, he let go of my arm. With the only thing keeping me where I was gone, and due to the amount of force I was applying, I practically flew back, right off the side of the bed. Hitting the ground, hard I might add, drove all the air out of my lungs, leaving me in a dazed state. Taking advantage of this, Ice leaned over the bed and picked me up, as easily as you would a child. Snapping out of it -still panicking-, I struggled again. Ice pushed me against the bed, pinning me down afterwards. "Calm down." He murmured, his voice, surprisingly, held emotion. Not a specific one I could name, just more...lively. I stopped, staring at him with a terrified expression. "Calm down," He repeated, "I won't hurt you." That's a first, I wanted to say, but held my tongue. He frowned, "Don't run, okay?" I nodded hesitantly. Ice moved off of me, and I sat up, crawling back slightly. He stared at me for a while, just...staring. It was unnerving, "Wh-what?" I stuttered finally. He shook his head slowly, "I didn't think you'd..." He trailed off. Suddenly, I remembered everything. What I did....how was I even alive? Anger replaced all the fear, and I found I was yelling in a rage, "What do you think I'd do!? What, you thought I wouldn't want to die!? That I wouldn't try to kill myself the first chance I got!?" I thought I saw him flinch, but I decided that I was just seeing things. Guilt clouded his eyes. Since when did he feel...feelings? I pushed the thought away, feeling tears prick my eyes. Sniffling slightly, I looked down, at my stomach. Blood still stained my, still filthy, shirt. I lifted it up slightly, nothing remained from the event, nothing except a barely noticeable scar. Letting the fabric fall back into place, I looked at Ice, tears slipping from my eyes. "H-how...wh-why..." My voice cracked, and dyed in my throat before I could say anything after that. "I...I can't let you die..." I glared at him, "Because of the stupid deal with Blaze?" To my surprise, he shook his head, "I-I don't know why...but when I saw you bleeding out on the floor...I just felt...I felt..."He trailed off, shaking his head, "Fear?" I didn't say anything, he continued, "I started to feel, after...what happened. I don't know how...or why...but I could feel emotions I've never felt before..." 
"What did you feel?" I dared to ask. He raised his eyes to meet mine, he uttered one word. One word that made my eyes widen in disbelief, that made my heart sink, one word that changed everything.
"Love."