Fade To Black (#wattys2016)

Chapter Eleven

Sadly all good things must come to an end. I had to leave Lars house because his mom heard me crying and had called my dad to come pick me up. The words Lars had said were still processing in my mind. No one had ever said anything like that to me. I think I love Lars.

I know he only said that to cheer me up and it semi worked. I didn't feel as low as I once had, before he held me. I liked being held in his arms. Usually I didn't like feeling small being held by people but Lars had changed all of that.

Lars just makes me feel some type of way. I just don't know how to explain it. Dear heart, please stop getting so involved with things. Your job is to pump blood and thats it. But that will never happen. My heart will never just do what it is meant to do.

I lied in my bed just wanting to crawl in a hole and die or disappear. I don't want to go back to school tomorrow. I just have a feeling that tomorrow will be bad. Will Madison do something to me? Is Alice gonna do something? Lars? Cliff? Kirk? James? I fall asleep with with no intension with wanting to wake up.

I wake up from a knocking on my window. Please don't be Madison. Please don't be Madison. I said in my head. I really don't want to be near her, she has caused me so much pain. I open the window and open it. Right there standing under me was Alice. Thank the fucking lords.

"I came here to take you to school. The whole gangs in my car. Hurry up or we will be late." She yelled up at me. I rush to my closet and throw on a 'Iron Maiden' shirt and some blue jeans. Then I went to the bathroom to do my business, wash my hands, brush my hair and teeth, then I grab my back pack and run over to the window.

"You're not gonna jump are you? Thats to high up, you'll get hurt. Remember last time." Alice called up to me.

"Don't worry man. I have been practicing. Might have hurt myself really bad, but I can do this." I say grimacing at the moment I jumped out my window and broke my arm a couple weeks ago. Thank god it healed fast, I was struggling not to play my drums. But I did it.

"Move over. I got this Alice." I yell down to her.

Alice moved over even though I know she didn't want to. I throw my back pack over the ledge. I move one leg over the edge then the other. I scoot myself over the edge heading to the ground feet first. It felt like everything was going in slow motion. I felt myself turn now I was heading towards the ground back first.

Maybe I should have went down the stairs. I hit the ground with a thud. I felt a sharp pain go through my back, then my whole body went numb. I scream out with pain. Everybody was standing over me. "Im such an idiot. Why did I do that?" I question myself.

"Come on man get up. We have to get to school." I heard Alice say to me.

I try to set up but my body wouldn't move. You know when one of your body parts falls asleep that's how my whole body feels like.

"Guys I can't move." I say starting to panic. What if I'm paralyzed. What if I can't play my drums any more.

"Guys take me to the hospital. I really can't move." I say trying to keep my voice calm even though I was freaking out.

They were moving to slow. My body was starting to not be numb anymore; a sharp pain was going through my body.

"Guys hurry, I feel like I'm going to pass out." I say my head feeling like it is in the clouds. James, Kirk, Cliff, and Lars put there hands under my back while Alice supported my head. The pain that shot through my back was unbearable. I close my eyes feeling myself start to go limp.

"I think I'm gonna sleep this off, okay?" I say.

''No you don't Cara. You have to stay awake." I heard Lars say before everything went black then I saw nothing at all.

I wake up to a blinding light. I try to left my hand up to cover my face but I realized something or someone was holding it down.
"Oh my god Cara you're up. Thank god." I heard Lars say.
"How long was I out? God my fucking head hurts." I say.
"You were out for a couple hours. The rest of them went to school cause the doctor said you would be fine. But I stayed. I wanted to be here when you woke up."
My heart was going a million miles a minute knowing that Lars was here the whole time I was out.
I look around the room before asking. I also looked down at my body to see if I had any broken body parts but I didn't. How the fuck did I not break a bone?
"Where's my dad?"
"He's here, he's just going to the bathroom."
And as soon as Lars said that my dad came bursting through the door, already yelling at me.
"Cara why did you jump out that window? You had me scared. You such a dummy."
My dad said trying to calm his voice down. You could really tell he was angry at me.
"Hey Lars I think you should go home. It's gonna get dark soon."
I wanted to so badly tell my dad I wanted Lars to stay, but knowing my dad no matter how much I beg I won't get my way.
"Okay. Bye Cara. See you later." He said coming up to me and kissing my cheek. Lars turned around and ran out the room before I could say anything,
I felt my cheeks burn up.
I move my hand up to my cheek were Lars had just kissed. I felt the linger of his lips.
"I think that boy likes you." My dad said.
"Why?" I asked.
"Well for one, when every one left he stayed back. That says a lot. You're best friend of many years didn't even stay back.
"Second, he never left your side. He sat there for 5 hours just waiting till you woke up.
"And when I was walking to this room I heard him and James I believe talking and James wanted him to leave and eat  but Lars refused and said he was going to be by your side no matter what.
"Oh and he said that he liked you. So I say it is a very good chance he likes you." My dad explained to me making my heart skip beats.
Even though this was a bad day something good came out of it.
There was a knock on the door and a doctor with a clip board walked in and looked at me and my father.
"Ok Cara you are good to go home.
Just don't do anything stupid please. You were very lucky not to break anything. Have a nice day."
And with that the doctor left and so did we.
A/N Here's another chapter for you guys. How is the story so far? Is it good or bad? Do I need to change anything? Well other than that I hope you have a good day my rockers.