I don't know why I have so many english assignments!! But here is another one..
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I walk down the street
Feeling regretful
Pass by my house
All things are less hopeful
I finished my test
To get me to med school
But I was to tired
And wasn’t a jewel
I failed the test
My heart is now broken
My last wish
My last token
To get to the place of
All my desires
But I am done
No song of lyres
But then I must think
About my life now
I can’t be over
I do not see how
I look up
High up to see
I wonder how many
Times a fail does a tree
Salt from my eyes
In liquid form
I am crying
I am torn
One little choice
Will ruin my life
No it will not
I will stand up and fight
For my well-being
I will take it again
Or find something else
Something new to begin
So here I sit now
Thinking it out
I dry off my tears
And go off in scout
Of a new place
Yes I’ll get a new major
Study really hard
And maybe I can wager
A new life to live
I think that’s fine
Maybe I’ll get more out of life
Than a dime
The leaves on the ground
Were slowly dying
Turning colors
I’m not even lying
When I say
This is my hope
This new beginning
Wait I might now cope
Maybe I should just
Try the test more
But I just don’t know
My brain is so sore
So here I stood up
Thinking it threw
Part of me wondered
What choice I would choose
YOU ARE READING
Poetry. From the broken soul.
PoesiaPoetry written over a time span of over ten years. This includes some of my darkest and lightest moments and the stories of others. Most deal with topics such as suicide, depression, family, eating disorders, religion, self harm, acceptance, recover...