stitch my wounds

1.5

Kimmi's point of view from the next day

I sat there in my bed, thinking about the events that happened yesterday.

Mason tried to call me and tell me he was 'sorry' but I'm not ready to forgive him yet. He called me a fucking bitch. His bitch. It will be at least another 2 days before I forgive him.

Then the guys haven't texted me yet. Why would they? I'm just a lucky fan that got to meet them one day.

The doorbell rang.

"I'll get it!" Dani yelled. She hasn't called me a bitch since yesterday either. It's not like she was being mean to me, we just call each other bitches because we're besties. She hasn't done it though because of yesterday. She's trying to be nice to me and I'm thankful. Although it's weird.

I heard Dani's footsteps and then she was in my doorway, "Hey, you don't have to get up but Mason is here and he has a shit ton of flowers. I'm pretty sure they're not for me."

"Ugh ok," I said, getting up.

Once I got to the living room of our apartment I saw him.

"Babe, look. I'm sorry, for everything yesterday. I was just in the moment and I didnt-" he started but I didn't want Dani to hear this.

"Dani, could you go really quick?" I asked and she got her keys and left.

"Umm, anyways. I didn't- don't want to lose you. You are the love of my life and I'm sorry that I almost fought that guy. It's just, I love you so much and I don't want you to leave me, ever. You are my VY CANIS MAJORIS (largest star in de universe) and I wouldn't be the same without you," then he got on one knee. FUCK DON'T, "Will you ever forgive me for my stupidity?" he asked, grabbing my hands.

All while he was doing this I was thinking of Andy. We would never work though. He is the lead singer of a band (a gr8 band) and I'm a normal (r u sure) girl who works in a clothing store. Plus, I'm ugly as fuck and I have a shit paycheck and Andy is a 24 year old angel with a sexy voice and tons of girls that he could have. Why would he pick me? I'm a carrot compared to him. No, a piece of lettuce and he's like a full course meal. That would not be a good relationship. That's why I am with Mason. He's a great boyfriend but sometimes when he is angry he says stuff that he doesn't mean. I guess I'm the problem.

"Mason, why did you pick me as your girlfriend. You could've had any other girl. A girl better than me, but you picked me, why?" I asked.

He looked puzzled (lol grandma go away) while he sat back down on the couch and pulled me into his lap, "Babe, you are perfect. You don't have to feel insecure. You are who every girl wants to be and I love you for you. I picked you because your personality is diferent from all of the other girls and you're fun and cute and sweet and I love it," then he kissed my cheek, the one Andy kissed fuck, and then whispered in my ear, "P.S. you are mine and I will remind you everyday if I have to. I'm going to the store. I'll be back babe!" he said, getting up and grabbing his keys. Then he was out of the door.

// so summer has started for me. I miss my crush and shit. I almost cried today but then I realized, "fuck them, I'll see them after summer. I need my tears for when something sad or happy happens," like if mde will get back together *cries*. anyways, summer has started and to celebrate, I will be updating a lot more. I might update again today, you never know. enjoy a fetus Andy
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