stitch my wounds

4.0

*Kimmi's point of view*

I woke up in a pool of sweat. My dream was so weird but I got the message. I wasn't wanted. No one wanted me. No one loved me. I knew what I had to do.

I looked over at the clock and saw it was 5:27 am. I quickly got up, put on my shoes, and grabbed my keys and I was out of the door.

No one wanted me.

It was a short drive but I needed to do this.

No one loved me.

I got out of my car and started walking toward the building. No one would even care if I was gone. Why was I even still living.

"Hi, welcome to McDonalds. What can I get you?" the lady asked me. Wait, what did you think I needed to do at 5 in the morning?

"Umm, yeah. Can I get two McChickens, a medium fry, and a medium strawberry shake?" I asked. (actually what I order)

"Sure. Would that be all?" the lady asked.

"Umm, yeah," I nodded.

"Ok, your total is $5.47," the lady said. (use google to see how much that is if you don't live in 'merica)

"Here you go," I said as I handed her the money, "And keep the change. You might need it for someone who doesn't have any," I smiled.

"Thank you. Here's your receipt. Your food will be ready in a minute," the lady handed me my receipt and I walked over to a table.

Waiting was the hardest part. I could smell all of the good food and my stomach growled. How long have I been waiting for this food? 47 seconds? Fair enough.

While I was waiting I decided I would text someone to take my mind off of food.

I texted Ash.

Kim: suh dude

Ash: tf are you doing up?

Kim: well you answered sooo you're up too and I'm waiting to fooOOOD

Ash: oooooh get me something pls

Kim: yeah I'll mail it to ya

Ash: kayy! I'm excited and awoke now. wot are you getting

Kim: McDonald's. wot do ya want?

Ash: everything?

Kim: sure

Ash: FOK YUS ILYSM THNX BRO YOU ARE THE REAL MVP

Kim: Ash? how the hell am I supposed to mail all this shit to you? and I would eat it all before I mail it soo

Ash: fuk u

Kim: nah I'm good

Ash: OH GOD I DIDN'T MEAN THA- wellllllll ;)

Kim: fuck off ash. I like someone else

Ash: aww man. who is it? is it me? jakey? jinxxx? i would say cc but he has a gf. wait. is it andy?

Kim: ...

Ash: HOLY SHIT YOU STILL LIKE ANDY?!

Kim: fuq no. it's someone here

Ash: WHOOOO, WOMAN?! TELL MEH WHO

Kim: me, myself, and i. that's all I got in the end, that's what I found out.

Ash: did you just

Kim: I did. brb I'm gonna get my food now.

Ash: kay! and I still h8 you

Kim: ditto

I got up and walked toward the counter where a nice looking dude gave me my food. Once I got up to the counter and the guy saw me, his face turned red.

I smiled and said thanks and turned to walk away but his voice caught me off guard.

"Thanks for helping me. I mean, you probably don't remember but you showed me what kind of bleach to get to dye my hair a couple years ago," he said.

I turned around to face him, "Oh my god. How did it turn out? I didn't ruin your hair or anything?" I asked.

He laughed, "No, you helped a ton," he said and then he took off his hat. His hair was the color of a rainbow and it was so beautiful.

"Oh my," I said.

"Yeah, I've been dying my hair ever since. I could say that I know a few things now too," he smiled.

"Your hair is so beautiful! I can now die happily," I laughed, "Hey, do you wanna hang out sometimes? We could talk about our hair stuff and stuff," I said.

"Sure, here," he said as he wrote his number on the bag, "Just call when ever you wanna hang out," he smiled.

"Ok, have a great day!" I said as I walked outside. That was nice.

Once I was in my car I called Ash.

"Hello?" he said.

"Suh, dude!" I said.

"Please. Please dont," he said, "Anyways, why are you up? And hyper?"

"Well I had a bad dream and that led me to food so," I trailed off.

"So who do you actually like?" Ash asked.

"Uhh, I don't know. Theres this guy who likes me here but I don't know. I keep thinking about Andy too and then of course, there's me. I'm like, so sweet and nice and who wouldn't like me?" I joked. Ash laughed, "Nah, I'm kidding. I'm a bitch but ehh,"

"Oh my. Well you are a bitch," Ash laughed.

"The first thing I'm gonna do when I go to California is bitch slap the shit out of you," I laughed.

"Ouch. It didn't even happen but I'm already hurting. Oh, holy shit I forgot! Andy is living with me for a while," Ash said.

"What?! How the fuck am I going to secretly visit? I am not ready to see Andy after all these years!" I said.

"Yeah I know. I'm gonna try to get him to go somewhere or something. Or we could, like, meet somewhere secretive and shit. I don't know," Ash suggested.

"What if he follows? I don't want to see him, Ash. Ever," I said, running my hand through my hair. I hadn't even started my car yet.

"Don't worry, ok. Damn, he really hurt you, huh?" Ash asked.

"No, he just helped," I laughed.

"What do you mean?" Ash asked.

"Maybe I'll tell you in California," I said, "Hey, I don't wanna die and stuff so I'm gonna call you later, ok?"

"Wait, are you driving?" Ash asked.

"Yup!"

"Jesus! Ok, bye," I hung up.

Maybe I would tell him. Maybe I wouldnt. I mean, Andy is living with him, what if he tattles? Maybe I won't tell him. Or anyone.

Maybe you should try again.

// OKAI HAI GUYS! SO I'M MUCH BETTER I THINK AND SHIT. I GOT SOME HAIR BLEACH SO YUSSSSSS I'M HAPPY. ALSO, I WROTE A NEW BOOK. it's gonna be like short story but fanfic and it's about Oli Sykes and it's in text form and the chapters are shorter than me so go check it out pls. it's called wishes and yeah. also, warped is coming up! I can't believe I'm going! and the fucking hats are sold out. WHATTHEFUCK,NICK? anyways! I slept for two hours today so ehhhhhhhhhhhhineedhelphhhhhhhh I want to get my sleep schedule back to normal before Warped and shit. anyways. I still don't know what the hell I'm doing with this story but I want it to end soon soooooooo. also, thanks for 1.5k+! I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH I'm so haaaaaaappy. this chapter gave you a view into Ashley and Kimmi's relationship lol k bye thanks for reading!//

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