stitch my wounds

4.1

*Andy's point of view*

I heard Ash talking pretty early on the phone and I wondered about that but it probably wasnt my business so I wouldn't ask about it but I did have a photoshoot today. I planned it for AP magazine since I was already in the area.

While I was getting ready Ashley knocked on my door.

"Come in," I said and he opened the door.

"What the hell actually happened that day?" Ash asked, his arms crossed.

"What day?" I chuckled.

"You know the day," my face fell.

"Why?"

"Because... because I want to know. Dani isn't really telling us how you screwed up," Ash said. I knew he was lying.

"What else happened, Ash?" I asked, getting up.

"Nothing. It's just, Dani really looked pi-"

"There is something else. I know it. Don't try to lie to me, dude. I know you," I said.

"So are you going to tell me what happened?"

"I already told you!" I said.

Ash sighed, "Tell me if you remember anything else,"

"Sure," I said, grabbing my keys and heading out.

What the fuck was Ashley talking about? Was he talking to Kimmi this morning? Is that why he asked about what happened? Seriously though, why was Kimmi still mad?

Andy: hey! do you have time to talk?

Kimmi: not much but sure, what's up?

Andy: i just want to see if youre doing ok

Kimmi: define ok

Andy: well shit. idk

Kimmi: im doing fine, why

Andy: idk, i just wanted to make sure.

Andy: Kimmi, do you hate me?

Kimmi: why

Andy: just answer please

Kimmi: only slightly

Andy: and what about the rest of your feelings towards me?

Kimmi: shit brb

Andy: wait what?

What the hell just happened? Did Kimmi have feelings for me? Why did she say that? I mean, she hates me and I could understand but she had to leave right when I asked her that question.

I got in my car and blasted music all the way to the photoshoot. This would help me clear my mind, at least.

*Kimmi's point of view*

"KIMMI, WHAT THE FUCK?! PUT IT OUT!" Cam yelled

I just yelled an unintelligible noise back. I was having a full out panic attack but no one saw.

"Cam! She's panicking! You put it out!" Brian yelled. Cam squealed and got a fire extinguisher.

Brian walked over to me and picked me up. I was still panicking because I didn't want to die and this was my fault.

"Its going to be ok, don't worry, Kimmi," Brian said softly while walking to the backdoor.

"I don't want to die," I cried.

"You won't die. It's going to be alright," Brian said as he walked outside. He sat me down on a lawn chair and he bent down in front of me, "Don't worry. It's not your fault. That was bound to happen," Brian said.

I couldn't respond because I knew he as only trying to calm me down. Brian kept saying things like, 'don't worry,' but all I could do was worry. What if Cam died in the fire? It was only small but it was enough to get me going.

Then Andy asked that question at the wrong time. He probably thought I had major feelings for him because I left when I did. Actually, that time was the time when my pancakes started to turn red and orange and fire-y.

"Are you ok, Kimmi?" Brian asked.

I nodded. I had indeed calmed down but I didn't want to cause then anymore trouble.

"Brian," he looked up at me, "I'm going to move," I said. I could move back to California and be with Dani and Black Veil Brides. If Andy had any more feelings towards me, I would gladly return them. The past is in the past. It's not relevant now. Only our feelings matter.

If he didn't have any feelings toward me then fuck him. I never liked him anyways. Pshhhh what are you talking about.

Brian's face was shocked but it went back to normal, "Why?"

"Well, I've caused you guys enough trouble," I said.

"Well, at least let me see your new place when you get it. And maybe I could visit sometimes?" Brian asked.

I laughed, "You all can visit. You still are my friends," I said.

"Ok, and I could help you look for a house," Brian said.

"Sure," I smiled. Brian was a great friend and I was so glad I met him.

// ok sexy Andy just sayin. also, alot has been happening. it's pretty crazy. I wrote another book if you guys could check it out. I mean it sucks but ehhhhhhh there will be better books. ok thats it I guess. thanks for reading//

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