stitch my wounds

3.3

*Kimmi's point of view*

"So, the Andy Black added you on snapchat?" Dana asked.

"Yep. That's it. Nothing else," I said, nervously.

"Oh my god! That's so cool!" Dylan said.

"Yeah, I guess," I said.

"So why are you not happy?" Brian asked.

"I- uhh- I am happy! He's a rockstar and he added me. Of all people, me," I said.

"Excuse us," Brian said before pulling me away from everyone. He's so sweet. Even when he's mad, he doesn't hurt anyone.

"What's wrong? You don't look thrilled to have one of your favorite singers add you on snapchat," he said.

"I am thrilled. I just dont know how I'm feeling about this," I said, looking down. Brian was at least 5 inches taller than me (aka a long way up) and he was cute. Very cute. I didn't really want to look at him because if I did- no, let's face it. I didn't want to break my neck.

"Fuck. I can't be here right now," Brian said.

"What? Why? Where do you have to be?" I asked.

"Anywhere but here," he said, walking towards the door.

"Wait, why?" I asked, grabbing his arm. Damn, he was toned.

He turned to face me, "Because you're so beautiful and I don't think I'll be able to control myself if we're alone,"

Wait, what? Just then my phone rang, "I- I'm sorry. I should've never said that! I- I really have to go," he said, running out of the room.

"Hello? Who is this?" I asked.

"Kimmi, it's been a while," the other person said.

"Who is this?"

The other person took a deep breath and I recognized the voice a bit, "Please please please let me give Andy your number! He keeps asking for it and he's really adorable and he's basically going crazy without you and he found your snapchat and-" it was Dani.

"What the hell?! You don't talk to me for two fucking years and now you want to call me out of the blue to talk about that asshole?!" I yelled.

"Ok, you're right. I'm sorry but," she paused," YOU DIDN'T TRY TO CONTACT ME EITHER! You just fucking left! Why the hell did you leave?"

"I had to get away from California. Too much happened there. How are you and CC-" she cut me off.

"What happened?" she asked.

"Nothing," I said.

"Kimmi, we need to meet up. Where are you?" she asked.

"No! I'll come to you since I know where you live. Bring the band too," I said.

"Ok but what about Andy? Do you still hate him?" she asked.

"I'm in a really bad situation and I don't think seeing him would help much," I said, "So don't tell him. And I don't even care about my number. I know your number so if Andy gets on my nerves then I could just change my number or something."

"Wait, so you'll let me give him your number?!" she asked, excitedly.

I sighed, "Yeah sure,"

She squealed, "Yay! Oh and when are we gonna meet?"

"Uhh, I dont know. Text me when you're free. Can I bring someone? Or some people?" I asked.

"Ok and sure," she said, "I cant wait to see you again. After two years. I've missed you, Kimmi,"

"I missed you too, Dani," I said, "Bye," and then I hung up.

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*Andy's point of view*

Dani: she said yes

Me: rlly?!

Dani: yas

Me: gr8

Dani: tf? do you no how fucking hard it was for me to fucking contact her ass for u? she fucking cussed me out! tf you mean "gr8" bitch, show more emotion. tf is gr8? bitch I will chop you up don't fuckin start

Me: ok, how about YAYAYAYYAYAERRMAGEE OH MY GOD I LOVE HER SO MUCH YOU DONT EVEN NO I CAN'T EVEN RN

Dani: better

Me: lol brb

Dani: byebitch

After Kimmi left, I started to talk to Dani more. Plus she was dating CC so I needed to get to know her better. In the time span of 2 years, I became one of Dani's close friends. She's nice at heart but somewhere between her heart and her mouth she just gets confused and starts cursing. It's quite funny.

I still couldn't believe Kimmi was out there and I was going to have her number.

I sent Dani a text about her number and she texted back immediately with Kimmi's number

She probably still hates me for leaving so suddenly. Or she probably forgot, it's been years.

Well, there's only one way to find out.

Me: Hey...

// OK GUYS. ALOT OF SHIT HAS HAPPENED. I was hurting throughout the week. Then Christina Grimmie died. And then the cherry on top of the shit week was when that homophobic asshole shot up the gay bar in Orlando. I can't believe this kind of shit is still happening. And the person that shot Christina Grimmie... why the fuck would they do that? I didn't watch her YouTube channel or hear any of her music but so many people were affected by that. This shit makes me ashamed that I live in America. But on a lighter note, THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR 1K VIEWS! I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I'D GET THIS FAR BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH. ps I know this chapter is shit. I've had writers block but my bestie gave me some ideas for a chapter. I just have to figure out which chapter tho. And I'm working on a new book too! it might be out in like a day, week, month, year, idfk. THANK YOU FOR READING! //