stitch my wounds

4.4

WARNING
LONG ASS CHAPTER AHEAD

*Andy's point of view*

She'd been in the hospital for almost a week now. Kimmi hit her head pretty hard so the doctor's told me not to expect her to wake up. All I could really do was sit and wait.

The guys told me that they would look after her so that I could go back on tour but I never wanted to leave her. What if she died? I wouldn't be there to say goodbye and neither would Lilac. What would my daughter think of me if I didnt stay with her mother? She's too young to know what's going on right now but when she gets older she would hold it over my head.

"Daddy?" Lilac said, tapping my leg.

I moved over to look at her as I picked her up and set her on my leg to see her mother, "Yes, sweetheart?" I couldn't help but smile at our beautiful creation.

"Why is mommy asleep?"

"Well, she hit her head and now she's really sleepy. Don't worry, I'm sure she'll be fine," I said, more for me than for my daughter, "Where are all of your uncles?"

"They want food," Lilac smiled. That made me smile too.

"Well, why don't you ask one of the nurses to take you down to the cafeteria and I'll be down there in a second, ok sweety?" Lilac nodded and walked out of the hospital room. I heard her speak gibberish to the nurse but then I heard the word food and footsteps. I smiled to myself before looking down at my wife.

"Please Kimmi, if you don't want to wake up for anyone else, wake up for Lilac," I said as I got up to go down to the cafeteria.

*Kimmi's point of view*

I heard Andy say something. That made me so mad but also confused. Why was Andy here? He hated me.

I tried to look around but I couldn't see anything. All i saw was black. I couldn't see Andy. Maybe this is what hell looks like.

Maybe I'm in heav- nah. I'm in hell. It's pretty cold in here though. If I just keep walking then maybe I'll get to the hot parts.

I saw a little light at the end of the... tunnel? It was closing though. I didn't want to be stuck in the dark forever so I ran towards it. I felt my heart rate speed up as I ran towards it. Well, duh. I was running. My heart rate is gonna speed up. But the other times that I ran I never felt like this. Like I needed to catch the light. Like this was my only chance to live.

*Andy's point of view*

I walked down the corridor and to the left. I basically knew this place by heart now because I had been here everyday for the past week. I needed to be here for my wife.

I kept walking until I saw a sign that had all of the places that were close by and what direction to go to get to them. I turned right and kept straight only thinking about my beautiful wife and how I wasn't prepared at all for this. If she wakes up then I'm gonna lecture her about drinking water on tour. It's a necessity and she completely skipped over it. Now she might die. Now I might be lonely. Now I might be a single dad. Now Lilac might not grow up with a mom. Fuck.

I stopped in the hallway and sunk to the ground. I needed my wife to wake up. I needed my best friend to think about how much we all need her. I needed Kimmi to wake up for me.

Some lady must've saw me crying in the middle of the hallway. It's pretty funny, I look like a tough guy but I'm crying over my wife being in a coma (a Christian Coma). Who wouldn't though? It means I care about her. She's my other half and I would die without her.