stitch my wounds

2.9

*Two years later*

•Dani's point of view•

"Morning babe!" CC yelled into the phone.

"Morning! How is tour?" I asked.

"Tour is great but it would be better with you here. I miss you!" he yelled.

"I miss you too!" I yelled back. I heard someone talking in the background and then CC yelled at them.

"Who was that?" I asked.

"Ash. He was wondering why I was telling and I told him that I was talking to you. GUESS WHAT, BABE!" CC yelled again.

"What? I wanna know!" I said.

"Tour is over! I'm gonna be able to go home! I'll be able to see you! We can have fun and party and cuddle and I can watch movies with you and see you and talk to you! I'll be with you a lot now, basically!" he said and I squealed.

"BABE ARE YOU SERIOUS? OH MY GOD REALLY?" I asked.

"YES! Oh, babe, I gotta go but I'll call you later. Andy wants to talk to the group before we can go home," he said.

"Okay, babe! I love you," I said.

"I love you more!" CC said as he hung up.

Okay, so you're probably wondering what happened between the two years. With me, nothing. BVB has had at least 3 tours over the years and I've been very supportive of CC. Now, me and Kimmi used to live together but after BVB left for tour she said she had to leave. She gave me her number to keep in touch but she said to never give it to anyone. Then she moved out of the state and I haven't spoke to her since. That was two years ago. People started to figure out I was CC's girlfriend and now I'm famous. Not that I'm complaining. Then, probably like 3 months ago, Andy changed his name and he came out as a solo artist. He told everyone that he was still in the band but he just always wanted to do that type of music. I don't fucking know. Don't ask me what type of music he sings now because I honestly don't give a shit. I think he just wanted to be even more famous.

Him and Kimmi? They haven't talked in a while and I don't even think they remember each other. KimmI probably doesn't give a flying fuck about Andy and Andy probably has hooked up with enough girls to forget Kimmi was ever real. Who ever was shipping them together (aka me), it's not going to happen. That was two years ago and they have different lives now.

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*Kimmi's point of view*

"Yeah, okay. Wait, no! I don't wanna talk to him! Please don't put him on the pho- OH SHIT WADDUP DAT BOI!" I yelled into the phone. I was currently talking to this guy who liked me. His name is Brian but I don't like him back. I kinda have trust issues now because of someone in my past. So, now I have to act like a very unappealing person so Brian can leave me alone. It's better than hurting his feelings.

"OH SHIT!" he yelled. Yeah, as you can see it's not working. He knows me because I work with his sister.

"What's up, bitch?!" I yelled.

"Umm, the ceiling!" he said.

"Oh, shit. I gotta go take a shit. Bye!" I said as I hung up. I hated doing this to my reputation so I was planning on telling him I don't like him.

Brian was a very nice person but he was too nice for me. I didn't want to hurt his feelings.

Then I got the text.

Brian: Could you meet me in the park? It's important.

Me: umm sure boi

Brian: lol okies! I can't wait ^-^

Me: 4 wat

Brian: Nvm xD

Me: k I'll b there n a little bit

Brian: okay

Well, shit. Now I have to meet Brian at the park. I looked down at myself. I'm so pitiful. I'm covered in chips and my condo is a mess. I'll clean it up later.

The thing about Brian was that he was actually very nice. Honestly I didnt know what I felt towards him. I guess I'm still thinking that Andy will remember me somehow and come back and we could be a thing. That's never gonna happen though because I can't trust him anymore.

"Black Veil Brides is going back on tour tomorrow and I don't have a phone so I guess you won't have to talk to me anymore," Andy said.

That day, that horrible day, I felt like shit. I went home and Dani wasnt there. I needed help but no one was answering my calls. I felt so horrible and I thought I was meant to be alone so I went to a gun store and bought a pistol. Then I went to a quiet place where I thought no one was and I put it to my head.

"I have to do this. Dani has CC and Andy doesn't care about me anyways," I thought. I pulled the trigger but at the same time, someone yanked my hand back and the bullet didn't hit me or the other person.

"No! You have a lot to live for. If nothing in your life is going great now then wait for the future. Fix your life! Make it what you want! Don't end it!" the person told me. Then I just started crying. Right there on their shoulder.

Now the person, Camilla Sandria, is my best friend. Dani has my number but she hasn't called in 2 years. After I almost killed myself I went home and started packing up my stuff. Dani came home and I told her I was moving. She never knew about how I almost took my own life and I've never told her. I've never told anyone. Only Camilla knew and she helped me out. She told me I could move with her over to Virginia so that's what I did.

Now I was going to meet Brian at the park and on the way there I would have to figure out my feelings for Brian.

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*Andy's point of view*

"Alright, great show guys! We can all go home!" I said. Everyone cheered and started getting their things together. I could finally go home.

Stacy: babe, com over! im alone ;-)

UGH I stayed with Stacy for one night and she thinks I'm into her.

Me: sorry, busy

Stacy: you can be busy with me tonight ;-)

Me: sorry, busy

Stacy: fine, fuck you.

Me: I knew you would understand

Stacy: tomorrow?

Me: busy everyday.

Stacy: wit wat?

Me: I have to breathe sooo

Stacy: fuk u bithc! u are patehtic an yo dik is smal anyway

Me: ok thanks

Stacy is one of those those girls who thinks that they rocked your world and you want more. Really, I don't want more because there is still this girl, this one girl who changed my life.

I haven't talked to her in years though. She was all I thought about. I'm even writing a song about her but she wouldn't know because she doesn't care about me. She probably is happily married or she had a loving boyfriend and she doesn't want anything to do with me.

Her name?

Kimmi.

//SOOOO HAHA YEAH I NEED CANDY AND SODA! CAN SOMEONE GIVE ME CANDY AND SODA? OR A BETTER LIFE? OR AT LEAST A BETTER PHONE THAT OBEYS ME WHEN I WANT TO FUCKING WRITE? THANKS FOR READING!//