stitch my wounds

4.3

*Kimmi's point of view*

I was at the airport, pacing. I was really nervous about seeing Andy again but for some reason I felt like something bad was going to happen. But ehh, I was just nervous.

As I grabbed my carry-on bag, my phone buzzed. I figured I would just check it on the plane, unless it involved going on the internet. I didn't want to die.

We all got seated and the flight attendant began saying her speech thingy, "Ok, also, there is an oxygen mask above you. If, for any reason, you have to use it just pull on it and it should fall down to your face. Then use the orange strap to put that over your head. Also, your seat will turn into a floatie if we crash into the water. Just hold on to that," I blocked out the rest of her speech. It was basically just saying how if you wanted food, here's what you have to do! They're already gonna come and feed us so what's the point?

Once she was finished with her speech she said that the plane would take off in 10 minutes and when the blue light above is is blinking, that means we have to put up our phones. When the orange light is blinking, it means we're all gonna die.

I checked my phone and saw that it was a text from Andy. I smiled to myself before reading it.

Andy: Hey Kimmi. I realized that chasing after you is pointless. It's been two years. Get over it. Plus, you're really fucking ugly, what was I thinking? Juliet texted me saying she wanted to get back together and I realized that I actually never loved you so why the fuck should i chase you? I hope you understand. Im in a relationship so please leave me alone.

I felt a tear drip down my cheek. Why would he say that? He didnt show any signs of hating me. Why would I think that he loved me though? I did take forever to return the feeling but by the time I did it was too late.

Kimmi: I understand, Andrew. I'm sorry for wasting your time. I'm not ugly though so you can get some damn glasses. That was fucking rude and you're a piece of shit, I hope you know that. You deserve Juliet. I hope she cheats on you :)

Andy: At least I'm in a relationship and not running around being a bitch.

Kimmi: Where the fuck did you get that idea?

Andy: Just stop fucking talking to me

Kimmi: Ok, 1) you texted me. not the other way around. 2) You have no evidence of me being a bitch so shut the fuck up, you asshole.

By this time I was so mad. Andy was being a jerk for no reason. He could've been nicer.

The pilot spoke into the speaker, "Alright folks. We're gonna have a nice time on this flight. If you need food, you know what to do. The bathroom is in the very back, just don't take a dump because we all die if you take a dump," everyone laughed, "Alright. In a couple minutes you're gonna have to put up your phones and electronics because we all die if you want to check your instagram. We are just gonna have fun and it's smooth sailings,"

My phone buzzed again and I hesitated before I saw it. What if it was Andy?

I decided to stop being stupid and check my phone. I wish I hadnt.

CC: heyy kimmi. so I don't know how to do this but

CC: umm

CC: dani is dead, kimmi

CC: i tried so hard to help her. I tried so fucking hard. but I guess that wasn't enough. so you know what?

CC: if the love of my life is no longer living then why should i?

CC: i guess what im trying to say is that I love you like a sister, kimmi. I'll miss you. you were so cool and you deserve so much better than andy. I'll see you in the afterlife.

No. Nope. Nope. Nope. Nope. No. No. This isn't happening! CC can't kill himself! He'll get through it! Dani is dead? What is going on! I quickly texted Ashley.

Kimmi: ASH! DANI IS DEAD! CC IS GOING TO KILL HIMSELF! PLEASE STOP HIM FROM DOING SOMERHINF HE WILL REGRET.

Ash: let him do it. no one likes him anyways.

Kimmi: ASH WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU SAYING? SAVE HIM

Ash: i hated the guy, let him kill himself. no one would care.

Kimmi: ASH YOURE BEING STUPID. SAVE YOUR FRIEND

Ash: he was never my friend. when are you getting here? we have to catch up!

Kimmi: WHAT THE FUCK! SAVE CC! I DON'T CARE IF YOU HATE HIM!

Ash: none of us like him. not even Jinxx.

Kimmi: i can't believe you're gonna let him die. after what you talk about in your songs. i feel like I don't even know you.

Ash: well suck it up, buttercup.

I couldn't believe this was happening. Andy hated me. Ashley hated CC. Dani was dead and CC was going to kill himself. All I could do was cry. I sent CC a long paragraph about why that was a bad idea and how much I love him and we all need him. I really hoped that that would help him because I didn't want him to die. That reminds me.

Dani is dead, Kimmi.

Dani is dead.

Dani.

Dead.

No. This can't be happening. She can't be dead.

I felt a bit of turbulence indicating that the plane was taking off. I just needed to sleep this off. Maybe it would be better when I wake up.

Maybe.

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I woke up to lights blinking on and off, screaming, and tons of oxygen masks lowered. I was confused for a second until i realized. The plane is crashing. The plane I'm on is crashing. It's going down. (I'm yelling timber)

I quickly grabbed my oxygen mask and held on to my seat. I had the window seat so I looked out the window to see where we might crash.

"I'm gonna die," I said. I heard everyone screaming for help. The flight attendant was trying to help everyone but she stopped and started crying. I heard a couple children crying too. Someone behind me was praying. The person I was sitting next to was passed out. The pilot was on the speaker telling everyone to stay calm. Absolutely no one was listening to him and we all were going crazy. I was just coming to terms with the fact that I was going to die.

I looked out the window and saw that we were closer to the ground. Every second the plane was going faster towards the ground. My heart rate started to increase as I realized that i was actually going to die. I would never get to see my mom again. I would never get to see my family. I wouldn't be able to have any children with the person I loved. I wouldn't be able to go to Dani's funeral. I wouldn't be able to go to CC's funeral.

I kept thinking about how I wouldn't be able to do any of these things until I looked out the window and saw that the ground was closer than I thought.

The last thing I remember is my body being jerked back and then silence until I blacked out.

// I'm so evil. I know you hate me but YOU'LL LOVE ME LATER! ok so I have like two more chapters until the end (the end is the next chapter and I might make an epilogue) sorry not sorry ^-^ THANKS FOR READING!

stay kawaii, peeps! ♡♡♡ //